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have u ever had ur situation dat u need to be alone..single? how much ur life has ruin because of relationship..but u feel.. alone or single would be better.. even if u found a rite person..u think..u are not ready for all of this relationship? u feel like u have this relationship for fulfill all what human nature needs..but u really dun need it..do u? i had and having rite now..three kind of weird relationship between person i love and like.. the first is really nice person..but then..things happen that i have to broke up..the second one..i am still haviing relationship with this person..i do love this person so much.. our relationship based on helping each other and completing each other..but then again..sumwhere sumhow..this person is going to get marry..okay..and while waiting for that person to get marry..id try to find sumone else to love..ive found this particular person.. and i am having serious relationship with this person.. we are close.. but then.. i dun feel love for this person..i dunno..mebbe i was confused.. i know i shud open my heart to sumone..no matter what..it's weird..this relationship is serious,,(if u know what i mean).. but i dun feel love..or im confused..i juz feel for now..i am totally wants to be alone..and single..and flirty..but at first..this person do take my heart away..but after this serious relationship happen..it turns out to be i dun have feelings for this person..i am so sorry because this person is serious with this relationship..shud i pretending that i like this person?but we have declare..and i dunno..plz help god..im confused..and see what ive done..i am soo sorry for myself..but i am not regret it.. it is a most beautiful experiences i have among this three person..and u know what..it is tangled up..i mean.. when i still have relationship to the 1st one..i bumped to the second one..and now as second one going to get married..while i am still with this person..i bumped to the third..it keeps going like dat..and i dunno about my future with this third relationship.. hoping for my real soulmate to come and bring me from all this sorrow..i am not assume all this relationship bring me sorrow..it had sunlight my life..but..i cant live like this anymore..i need to go out..i need to be alone..plz help..i need to be single..but when im single..i will miss this persons so damn much..shit..hate my life..