Aug 08, 2009 15:16
Why does MySpace cause so much freaking drama? I'd say it's a toxic networking site, but actually, it's a toxic NETWORK, as in my friends.
I hate causing awkward moments and situations between people, but I'm tired of being the two-face that I've become in the name of peace. I've been telling way too many lies lately, and it's eating on my conscience. I've become very deceitful because I care too much about what other people about others including myself.
Some of you know that what I'm describing here is a very Librian quality, as well as a very Librian problem. I am Libra the Scales, the Mediator, the Peace-Maker. I am all about balance and justice, and yet I'm shooting myself in the foot for the sake of transparent friendships that aren't really worth sacarificing for.
...I feel so tragic, but I can't lament anything but my own stupidity and blindness.
--Soup
random,
feelings,
dammit,
melancholy,
sad,
gundamn it,
hurting,
rant,
depression