Drugs
Well, my drug exploration has really moved along, at a not so good rate.
It started off with my just lovin weed. after a little while I got curious about psychadelics and tried mushrooms a couple times.
A while back my dad found out I smoked pot and wanted me to quit, I made an honest effort and quit for 3 months.
During that period I didn't smoke pot just so I could tell my dad honestly that I didn't smoke, but I started to experiment with pills. First pills I ever tried were Xanax. i asked my friend if he wanted to do em with me and he said yes so we drove up to 711 and randomly saw some kid I knew and he happened to have 8 footballs on him.
So, we park up, with a little instruction he taught me how to properly snort them, then we were off. within a half hour i was the having a good time being all fucked up in a way that was completely knew to me. I woke up the next morning with a feeling that I've NEVER had in such an extreme way, the one that makes you ask, where the fuck am I and how did I get here.
After that I didn't really do much with pills until I fucked up my back doing jui jitsu and the doc gave me a prescription to percocet. At first I wasnt sure what they were and for a few nights I was snorting and eating my way into bliss. One day my friend saw them and told me what they were. For the next couple weeks, I spent my night in a euphoric, itchy state.
After they were gone I had alot of trouble finding any percs and just did pills occasionally. Sometimes Xanax, sometime klonopins and I eventually got perscribed to somethin called ativan, which is suppsoed to be like xanax but I never get any effects. After a little break from pills, I started getting a steady stream of perc 30's. They brough back that same feeling of euphoria that I missed so much. Now that I was payin 25$ a pill, I pretty much only did them on the weekends, which helped me not go broke, but didn't quite prevent an addiction. Its was about a week since I had done a perc, when tonight one thing led to another and I inadvertantly got an 80mg oxycontin. I was told to do only half, and I did, and I'm feeling fucked up, but I still have that 'chasing the dragon' feeling.
Sigh, Addictions are no good.
It started off with my just lovin weed. after a little while I got curious about psychadelics and tried mushrooms a couple times.
A while back my dad found out I smoked pot and wanted me to quit, I made an honest effort and quit for 3 months.
During that period I didn't smoke pot just so I could tell my dad honestly that I didn't smoke, but I started to experiment with pills. First pills I ever tried were Xanax. i asked my friend if he wanted to do em with me and he said yes so we drove up to 711 and randomly saw some kid I knew and he happened to have 8 footballs on him.
So, we park up, with a little instruction he taught me how to properly snort them, then we were off. within a half hour i was the having a good time being all fucked up in a way that was completely knew to me. I woke up the next morning with a feeling that I've NEVER had in such an extreme way, the one that makes you ask, where the fuck am I and how did I get here.
After that I didn't really do much with pills until I fucked up my back doing jui jitsu and the doc gave me a prescription to percocet. At first I wasnt sure what they were and for a few nights I was snorting and eating my way into bliss. One day my friend saw them and told me what they were. For the next couple weeks, I spent my night in a euphoric, itchy state.
After they were gone I had alot of trouble finding any percs and just did pills occasionally. Sometimes Xanax, sometime klonopins and I eventually got perscribed to somethin called ativan, which is suppsoed to be like xanax but I never get any effects. After a little break from pills, I started getting a steady stream of perc 30's. They brough back that same feeling of euphoria that I missed so much. Now that I was payin 25$ a pill, I pretty much only did them on the weekends, which helped me not go broke, but didn't quite prevent an addiction. Its was about a week since I had done a perc, when tonight one thing led to another and I inadvertantly got an 80mg oxycontin. I was told to do only half, and I did, and I'm feeling fucked up, but I still have that 'chasing the dragon' feeling.
Sigh, Addictions are no good.