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warning? not quite a rant, but could very well be. its certainly not nice, but its not mean.
i am unhappy
because people dont know when to shut the fuck up
you could say, yeah, if somethings making you unhappy, then do something about it. because generally i do.
but ive done everything in my power, and failed, despite the seemingly successful attempts.
so now they have to do their part, but the never have, and i dont think that will change any time soon.
this has nothing to do with my last few entries i think. this is a different They.
confrontation = it changes for about 24 to 48 hours, and then resumes like normal as if nothing happened. and i end up feeling terribly guilty for the whole thing since it was, apparently, my fault for taking it so harshly.
i know for a fact im getting the lesser end of the deal here, and i would much rather it be even.
no confrontation = same old song and dance, people. only without the two-day leeway, and no feeling horribly guilty on my part.
still
the lesser end of the deal.
oh no im such an emo puss, right. cause im not ranting about stuff anymore, im just complaining, right. cause i cant take it, right. man, fuck you. i feel bad for saying that. and for the rest of this entry.
ill just leave it at this. they want everyone to think theyre something they want to be. they make it a point to let everyone know who they are, what their image is going to be. so they go extra lengths to be that thing, but then say "you dont understand" when everybody [EVERYBODY] tells them theyre wrong, and that its not right.
when it comes to a point at which youre the only one disagreeing, there IS something awry. there IS something wrong. don't talk about the fucking "general masses" and "conformity" and shit, though ive not heard you say much about it other than "not understanding." when youre the only one agreeing with yourself, something is wrong, something needs correction. but you refuse to realize that. fucking refuse. only the slightest changes need to be made, but you refuse. that is not individuality. that is not making you seem 'tough.' that is arrogance. selfish, crude arrogance.
i still feel bad about all these things ive said, but im done i guess.
whos first in line to take this the wrong way?
the rc
i am unhappy
because people dont know when to shut the fuck up
you could say, yeah, if somethings making you unhappy, then do something about it. because generally i do.
but ive done everything in my power, and failed, despite the seemingly successful attempts.
so now they have to do their part, but the never have, and i dont think that will change any time soon.
this has nothing to do with my last few entries i think. this is a different They.
confrontation = it changes for about 24 to 48 hours, and then resumes like normal as if nothing happened. and i end up feeling terribly guilty for the whole thing since it was, apparently, my fault for taking it so harshly.
i know for a fact im getting the lesser end of the deal here, and i would much rather it be even.
no confrontation = same old song and dance, people. only without the two-day leeway, and no feeling horribly guilty on my part.
still
the lesser end of the deal.
oh no im such an emo puss, right. cause im not ranting about stuff anymore, im just complaining, right. cause i cant take it, right. man, fuck you. i feel bad for saying that. and for the rest of this entry.
ill just leave it at this. they want everyone to think theyre something they want to be. they make it a point to let everyone know who they are, what their image is going to be. so they go extra lengths to be that thing, but then say "you dont understand" when everybody [EVERYBODY] tells them theyre wrong, and that its not right.
when it comes to a point at which youre the only one disagreeing, there IS something awry. there IS something wrong. don't talk about the fucking "general masses" and "conformity" and shit, though ive not heard you say much about it other than "not understanding." when youre the only one agreeing with yourself, something is wrong, something needs correction. but you refuse to realize that. fucking refuse. only the slightest changes need to be made, but you refuse. that is not individuality. that is not making you seem 'tough.' that is arrogance. selfish, crude arrogance.
i still feel bad about all these things ive said, but im done i guess.
whos first in line to take this the wrong way?
the rc