sleep, wedding, and visas
So I haven't been able to sleep regularly the last few days. :( It started Sunday night. Marty and I played Lego Batman for a while (which I must say is friggin awesome) and I was tired. We go to bed and bam, no more tired. UGH. I think I've been thinking too much or something. I have a lot of free time here, you see. lol So yeah, I got up and stayed awake until 4:30 AM, when Marty had to get up for work. I made him breakfast and went to bed until 3 PM. I did pretty much the same thing today. Now it's Wednesday morning (at least here it is) and I'm awake again while his cuteness is snuggled up in bed upstairs. D: I feel really bad about it. I'm going to hopefully screw with my sleep clock today and get like a couple hours of sleep only. Then hopefully I'll be exhausted by the time he goes to bed tonight. That's the plan anyway.
Anyway, I never talked about Christmas, did I? It was great. Marty and his parents are great. Did I mention I love it here? <3
If anything, my New Year's Resolution this year is to be more social and talkative. Especially with his parents. We were talking about it today. I don't say much when I'm around other people, really. Maybe to my mom, brother, Marty, and my few close friends. Otherwise, I'm quiet to the point where people think I hate them. I don't mean to be. It's just the kinda shell I've been crammed to over the years. :| Sorta "shut up and stay outta the way" kinda shell. Hopefully, with a job and college in a new place, I'll be able to open up.
Speaking of jobs and college, we're looking into the next Visa step. These things make me so nervous. They raised the Marriage Visa age to 21 in late November. After I got my Visa. I've scoured the internet for more information, and as far as I can tell so far, I should be fine. I mean, they knowingly LET me into the country on my Visa even though I'm only 19. I told the dude I was getting married and was planning to stay and he didn't deport me. What this means to me if that the new law doesn't apply because I was already granted clearance before the change. We have to see what happens and hope for the best I guess. But I will fight for it with everything I got. They put this new law in to prevent forced marriages. My marriage? Forced? MY ASS. My mom had to be pried off me before I left, figuratively speaking. I very much want this marriage, yes I do. :O
Anyway. I've watched this episode of Time Gentlemen Please like 3 times tonight. I might try to go to bed soon. Wish me luck.
<333 Marty
Anyway, I never talked about Christmas, did I? It was great. Marty and his parents are great. Did I mention I love it here? <3
If anything, my New Year's Resolution this year is to be more social and talkative. Especially with his parents. We were talking about it today. I don't say much when I'm around other people, really. Maybe to my mom, brother, Marty, and my few close friends. Otherwise, I'm quiet to the point where people think I hate them. I don't mean to be. It's just the kinda shell I've been crammed to over the years. :| Sorta "shut up and stay outta the way" kinda shell. Hopefully, with a job and college in a new place, I'll be able to open up.
Speaking of jobs and college, we're looking into the next Visa step. These things make me so nervous. They raised the Marriage Visa age to 21 in late November. After I got my Visa. I've scoured the internet for more information, and as far as I can tell so far, I should be fine. I mean, they knowingly LET me into the country on my Visa even though I'm only 19. I told the dude I was getting married and was planning to stay and he didn't deport me. What this means to me if that the new law doesn't apply because I was already granted clearance before the change. We have to see what happens and hope for the best I guess. But I will fight for it with everything I got. They put this new law in to prevent forced marriages. My marriage? Forced? MY ASS. My mom had to be pried off me before I left, figuratively speaking. I very much want this marriage, yes I do. :O
Anyway. I've watched this episode of Time Gentlemen Please like 3 times tonight. I might try to go to bed soon. Wish me luck.
<333 Marty