Renthas
I was born in that place with a sword in my hand. There were others, elves, but I did not know them and they did not know me although it was just outside the solitary home of those people. I speak their language, but their culture is foreign to me. There is nothing familiar here in this place or in these people. I searched the city for someone that knew of me, of my past. The paladins told me their God sent me to them first. I was fated to be one of them. I do not know this God. Quite honestly though, theirs is the first building I encountered upon entering the city. I stayed with them because they gave me something I needed, something I didn't have, a name... Renthas.
On rare occasions I will have dreams where I am male. This one was quite interesting. I suspect I was dreaming of playing EverQuest again and he was the character I made. In the end of the dream I was with a large group of people trying to kill a giant, but the others realized it wasn't a giant but a god. They yelled at me to run and escape with them, but for some reason I felt I had to stay and fight. One by one they all left me. They came back to recover my body to find the god dead and I was unconscious beside him. The end. >_<
Is there a character somewhere named Renthas? I never can tell if I've made something up or if it was something my subconscious is remembering. I've decided to start making sketches of people I meet (and people I am) in my dreams. This should help me to remember my dreams better as well as draw things right out of my head. Obviously I need practice with it. I can't draw men very well which is clear to see. Still, I think he is kind of handsome.
I love dreaming.
XOXOX,
Loch