I still haven't found what I'm looking for
Had a blast this afternoon/evening out with lokojo7 and ravenpan. Today was the last day of Restaurant Week in Ann Arbor, where many area restaurants put out a special $25 per person menu to get people to come try somewhere new and possibly gain new customers who will return at another time. We went to the Melting Pot and got a 3 course meal (cheese appetizer, a sampler of meats for the main course and a chocolate fondue for dessert) for $25. Anyone who has been to the Melting Pot before knows this is a really good deal since appetizers normally start at $20. The food was delicious and we had a lot of fun.
While waiting for them to open we went to the Vault of Midnight - a local comic book store that I love. They had a bunch of the Kingdom Hearts play arts of Sora, Halloweentown Sora, Cloud and Sephiroth. I wanted them so much, but alas, I don't have expendable cash like that right now. I also saw this probably 2 and a half foot tall Cloud figurine for $400. I wanted it, but I don't think I will ever have that kind of money to spend on a doll. XD
Spent the evening with them at another friend's house watching episodes of Merlin, then watching Literal Video Versions of various music videos including Total eclipse of the Heart, Take On Me and I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For.
All in all a great day. So why is it I am feeling depressed right now? As I was laying here trying to fall asleep, I got lost in thought about how my interest in RP seems to have disappeared. Well, it's there, but I just can't get into it even though I want to. The fact that I'm having these RP problems is bad enough, but I feel like I am letting people down by being on hiatus so long. Especially those people I've put a lot into with character relationships and all that. Which is probably exacerbating the issue. I'm worried about letting them down even more by RPing a little then flaking out again and I don't know. It's just frustrating and I don't know what to do to fix it.
While waiting for them to open we went to the Vault of Midnight - a local comic book store that I love. They had a bunch of the Kingdom Hearts play arts of Sora, Halloweentown Sora, Cloud and Sephiroth. I wanted them so much, but alas, I don't have expendable cash like that right now. I also saw this probably 2 and a half foot tall Cloud figurine for $400. I wanted it, but I don't think I will ever have that kind of money to spend on a doll. XD
Spent the evening with them at another friend's house watching episodes of Merlin, then watching Literal Video Versions of various music videos including Total eclipse of the Heart, Take On Me and I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For.
All in all a great day. So why is it I am feeling depressed right now? As I was laying here trying to fall asleep, I got lost in thought about how my interest in RP seems to have disappeared. Well, it's there, but I just can't get into it even though I want to. The fact that I'm having these RP problems is bad enough, but I feel like I am letting people down by being on hiatus so long. Especially those people I've put a lot into with character relationships and all that. Which is probably exacerbating the issue. I'm worried about letting them down even more by RPing a little then flaking out again and I don't know. It's just frustrating and I don't know what to do to fix it.