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Yesterday I went to an OA meeting to see what it was like.
I went to OA meetings in Iowa when I was getting sick of puking all the time but I wanted to see what it would be like here.
I don't know where I stand with my ED. I really want to be healthy, but I don't want to give it up yet. Not when I see the results!
Anyways, I went to the meeting, but it was really strange. I felt like I was only half there. As people talked, I would just zone out and get caught in my head. No matter how hard I tried to pay attention, I couldn't do it. I was so weird but the thing is, I've noticed this a few times lately. Normally though, it hasn't been as bad. This time, it was really like I couldn't get out! Finally when the meeting ended I stood up and said the little prayer, and gave the person next to me a hug and left.
I went to OA meetings in Iowa when I was getting sick of puking all the time but I wanted to see what it would be like here.
I don't know where I stand with my ED. I really want to be healthy, but I don't want to give it up yet. Not when I see the results!
Anyways, I went to the meeting, but it was really strange. I felt like I was only half there. As people talked, I would just zone out and get caught in my head. No matter how hard I tried to pay attention, I couldn't do it. I was so weird but the thing is, I've noticed this a few times lately. Normally though, it hasn't been as bad. This time, it was really like I couldn't get out! Finally when the meeting ended I stood up and said the little prayer, and gave the person next to me a hug and left.