it's peanut butter jelly time!...

Dec 19, 2005 00:25

I keep having these dreams about erica ross, my sworn enemy from like 5th-8th grade. it wasn't like we used to hurt each other or anything, we just really really hated each other. i still see her now and then around jax, looking like the same fat ho she always was. but anyway, about these dreams: she's always in them with other people i don't like and she's laughing at me. funny thing is i don't see any reason why she's laughing. maybe my self esteem is just that good or maybe it's that bad because i'm having a dream about erica ross laughing at me. it just doesn't make waking up very enjoyable. like a dark cloud or something. rather an undesirable dream really... it just reminds me how much i really don't like erica ross. she's like a recurring nightmare now, the evil demon that follows me unconciously. *shudder*

perhaps a bad omen. i'm kinda really depressed now. like uncontrollable shaking away of bad thoughts.

anyway, i'm back in st aug. it's cold. it's rainy. but i'll get over it. better than syracuse or boston, right? yeah... still kinda pissy though. let's watch didi wednes!!! who wants to host a project runway "will diana break down this week?" party!? sudheeeeer?
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