quiero matarme...
i seriously feel so suspicious of everything. people who talk to me, i just feel like everyone has an evil purpose behind it meant to destroy me. people telling me they love me--yeah, not believing it. don't really like that word so much anymore because everyone says it... and i know i should feel complimented and grateful, but seriously i think about it now and there have been just too many disappointments. horrible horrible people.
theory of innate good in humanity: FAILED
i hate my bday. it makes me feel so unnecessary. i've barely even ever been able to have a real party, on top of that any type of surprise party is just an impossibility.
but hey, both mourads wished me a happy bday :) how sweet is that?!
theory of innate good in humanity: FAILED
i hate my bday. it makes me feel so unnecessary. i've barely even ever been able to have a real party, on top of that any type of surprise party is just an impossibility.
but hey, both mourads wished me a happy bday :) how sweet is that?!