Jul 18, 2009 09:03
I got Zachary back on Wednesday. He's been really good except that he has some super bad seperation anxiety. Whenever I even leave the room he flips out. It's really hard. He cries for about 15 minutes after I leave the house and then he's ok. I've got 6-7 babysitters so I've been trying a couple out this week. He stayed with Christina for 3 hours Thursday then with Amy for about 2 hours Friday and Ginna for 1 hour Saturday. It's odd he flips out at Christina's house because I don't think he's done that before there. She's babysat him plenty of times.
Anyway, I offered Jason the chance to see his son. I told my mother in law I'd like him to take Zack Monday night through Thursday night. You know what he said? "No, I'm too busy. I can't." He's "too busy" to see his own son. The same kid he keeps threatening to take away from me. I can not believe it. What does he expect to do? Let his mom raise his son for him? I am going to fight for full custody and child support. If he doesn't want to see his son on his days off and BE a DAD then fuck him. I think I can do this on my own. It's going to be really hard, but I think I can do it.