here i am...
dun really know what i want to type down really.
right now...i've got sense of feeling...i feel a little numb. perhaps i'm just really really tired from work today or just blocking everything out.
when i smile or laugh i feel like i'm lying. i dun feel how i show on the outside. i just feel empty inside. i try not to let it get the better of me but for now it just seems to no matter how much i try...and honestly i'm sick of trying to make it all seem alright. just tired of not being able to show my true feelings...my true self in a way. i...have nothing else to say...
right now...i've got sense of feeling...i feel a little numb. perhaps i'm just really really tired from work today or just blocking everything out.
when i smile or laugh i feel like i'm lying. i dun feel how i show on the outside. i just feel empty inside. i try not to let it get the better of me but for now it just seems to no matter how much i try...and honestly i'm sick of trying to make it all seem alright. just tired of not being able to show my true feelings...my true self in a way. i...have nothing else to say...