You Are Not My Savior masterpost!
HI GUYS.
GUESS WHAT I HAVE.
You Are Not My Savior (but I still don't go)
RATED NC-17 FOR...THIS.
Pairings: Korse/Mikey, Mikey/Ray, past Korse/Gerard, Gerard/Frank, sort of implied GSF
Warnings: Physical and psychological torture (electrocution, sensory deprivation), dub-con, non-con, I've referred to this as "the Stockholmfic" and "my twenty thousand word tortureporn fic" for the past month, guys. Shit's not pleasant. (though I guess that's not fair, there's not really too much porn)
Summary: “You can’t actually sympathize with him. He’s an exterminator. He’s the bad guy.”
“What if he’s not?”
Disclaimer: This...definitely didn't happen, won't happen, is not currently happening, don't Google yourself. Seriously. Turn back now.
NOTES: This has been my baby since...November, I think, when I was wandering around the Killjoy's kink meme and just saw two words: "Stockholm syndrome." Somehow, that exploded into this twenty-one thousand word epic that ate my brain and has become my favorite topic of conversation when I want to terrify people.
I'd like to thank 1st_eggokage for supporting my horrible endeavors all the way through, kisforkurama for convincing me that just because I am not Neil Gaiman doesn't mean I should scrap fifty pages of writing, madcap_shiny for BEING AMAZING AND WRITING ME AMAZING DVD COMMENTARY AND MAKING ME AN AMAZING MIX AND GENERALLY BEING AN ENABLER, and swiiftly for being horrified.
I think I'm a full-fledged member of bandom now. I wrote fic longer than ten thousand words!
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
(now featuring DVD commentary!)
Need some cheering up after watching me write these terrible things? Read kisforkurama's Sad Love Poems For Party Poison, also known as excerpts from Korse's sparkly pink diary that will prevent you from taking this fic seriously. Spoilers! I guess.
Wondering if kisforkurama can actually take this universe seriously after all? Guess what! She wrote a ficlet.
Want some music that is much creepier than this fic because it's written by real artists? Go download madcap_shiny's wonderful mix she made just for me! There's also a document full of thoughts with explanations for song choices and order. Basically she's great.
WANT TO SEE SOME AMAZING FANART cypress_smile DREW FOR THIS FIC? BECAUSE THESE EXIST AND THEY ARE AMAZING AND THEIR FACES I CAN'T DEAL *_______*
Mikey, Frank, and Grace
Michael and Korse
Party Poison and Korse
Michael in the mask and headphones aslkdjf you guys look at this one seriously.
GUESS WHAT I HAVE.
You Are Not My Savior (but I still don't go)
RATED NC-17 FOR...THIS.
Pairings: Korse/Mikey, Mikey/Ray, past Korse/Gerard, Gerard/Frank, sort of implied GSF
Warnings: Physical and psychological torture (electrocution, sensory deprivation), dub-con, non-con, I've referred to this as "the Stockholmfic" and "my twenty thousand word tortureporn fic" for the past month, guys. Shit's not pleasant. (though I guess that's not fair, there's not really too much porn)
Summary: “You can’t actually sympathize with him. He’s an exterminator. He’s the bad guy.”
“What if he’s not?”
Disclaimer: This...definitely didn't happen, won't happen, is not currently happening, don't Google yourself. Seriously. Turn back now.
NOTES: This has been my baby since...November, I think, when I was wandering around the Killjoy's kink meme and just saw two words: "Stockholm syndrome." Somehow, that exploded into this twenty-one thousand word epic that ate my brain and has become my favorite topic of conversation when I want to terrify people.
I'd like to thank 1st_eggokage for supporting my horrible endeavors all the way through, kisforkurama for convincing me that just because I am not Neil Gaiman doesn't mean I should scrap fifty pages of writing, madcap_shiny for BEING AMAZING AND WRITING ME AMAZING DVD COMMENTARY AND MAKING ME AN AMAZING MIX AND GENERALLY BEING AN ENABLER, and swiiftly for being horrified.
I think I'm a full-fledged member of bandom now. I wrote fic longer than ten thousand words!
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
(now featuring DVD commentary!)
Need some cheering up after watching me write these terrible things? Read kisforkurama's Sad Love Poems For Party Poison, also known as excerpts from Korse's sparkly pink diary that will prevent you from taking this fic seriously. Spoilers! I guess.
Wondering if kisforkurama can actually take this universe seriously after all? Guess what! She wrote a ficlet.
Want some music that is much creepier than this fic because it's written by real artists? Go download madcap_shiny's wonderful mix she made just for me! There's also a document full of thoughts with explanations for song choices and order. Basically she's great.
WANT TO SEE SOME AMAZING FANART cypress_smile DREW FOR THIS FIC? BECAUSE THESE EXIST AND THEY ARE AMAZING AND THEIR FACES I CAN'T DEAL *_______*
Mikey, Frank, and Grace
Michael and Korse
Party Poison and Korse
Michael in the mask and headphones aslkdjf you guys look at this one seriously.