Oct 25, 2006 01:37
This has got to be THE biggest kick to the ass this house has given me. Heero's back... buut guess what? HA not the same Heero. DOUBLE HA is that from how he's acting, he's probably from around the time I met him. No compassion or shit. Well FUCK. I'll just have to grin and bear it, I guess. Cause this Heero... yeah, same old get-the-fuck-away-from-me-Duo Heero I knew back when the whole pilots meeting thing happened.
Oh, and I made an ass out of myself and kissed him. WELL. Guess what? I won't let it get me down, or at least I'll TRY not to. Maybe if he's enough of a jerk I'll lose the emotional attachment? WOW, I hope so. Anyway, like I said, I've got a lot of other people ta lean on this time around, unlike before, so I'll be fine.
It's a shame Quatre's gone now, which prolly means Tro's feeling down about now too. I should go try an' see if I can cheer the guy up. WOW that'd be like cheerin' up a log.
Hey, Reno, we should take Keiji outside one last time before it gets too cold.. aaand while there's still a backyard. -laughs- I think the backyard gets abused the worst.
.__.; Tch... well, I hope I wasn't in love before. Cause if I was, daaamn this is gonna be a hard thing to get over. I ain't a weakling, I can get over it. Right? RIGHT! I'm the god of death, dammit! :D