Well, since Branden got his computer fixed and all.
Man! Have I ever been mellow and stuff lately. Well...mostly just today. I think it has to do with song....I really like it though! It's like listening to Train's Mississippi (man that was hard to spell without the little song), only it doesn't make me want to look out the car window while I'm driving. Weird.
Anyway, "Boats and Birds" by The Scene Aesthetic. I think that's how you spell that. It really doesn't have anything to do with Birds. Should be titled Stars and Boats, but whatever.
Last Friday was hellish. I worked all day, and had really had my heart set on finally getting out of the house this weekend, so I wanted to go see a movie. Weeelll...Lauren was really the only one who doesn't feel over 50 years old and didn't mind going to see a movie with me for once, but...she decided to be in Laurenonlyville, which meant Ginger got screwed over. Lauren wanted to get her hair dyed, and hell nor highwater would stop her....so...my plans got put on hold so Lauren could get what she wanted.
That kinda made me realize then that...I didn't have anyone else to go with. No friends, no boyfriend near, no one. So, either I went by myself, or I stayed in...again. It's a horrible feeling realizing that you're basically stuck on your own, and everyone else seems to have someone they can just be with, except you. Lauren has her friends at least...it's just depressing. SO! I spent about an hour moping, pouting and crying then decided "Fuck it...I'll just go out on my own." So, I went shopping for things I didn't need. It felt good to actually spend my money on myself for once, and not just getting gas or picking up lunch for mom, or getting things for Lauren.
Anyway, i'm over that for now. I'm sure it'll rear its ugly head again sooner or later, and i'll just get over it again. (Hopefully i'll spend less money...ouch)
No pranks on me this year. How lame.
Rana'c y cbaleym saccyka vun Pnyhtah duu! Kmyt oui kud ouin lusbidan veqat, muja. E teth'd bucd un yhodrehk uh MZ zicd vun oui! Ynah'd E cfaadraynd? Uv luinca E ys.
If you'll be my star, i'll be your sky,
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
When I turn jet black, and you show off your light
I live to let you shine....
Anyway, "Boats and Birds" by The Scene Aesthetic. I think that's how you spell that. It really doesn't have anything to do with Birds. Should be titled Stars and Boats, but whatever.
Last Friday was hellish. I worked all day, and had really had my heart set on finally getting out of the house this weekend, so I wanted to go see a movie. Weeelll...Lauren was really the only one who doesn't feel over 50 years old and didn't mind going to see a movie with me for once, but...she decided to be in Laurenonlyville, which meant Ginger got screwed over. Lauren wanted to get her hair dyed, and hell nor highwater would stop her....so...my plans got put on hold so Lauren could get what she wanted.
That kinda made me realize then that...I didn't have anyone else to go with. No friends, no boyfriend near, no one. So, either I went by myself, or I stayed in...again. It's a horrible feeling realizing that you're basically stuck on your own, and everyone else seems to have someone they can just be with, except you. Lauren has her friends at least...it's just depressing. SO! I spent about an hour moping, pouting and crying then decided "Fuck it...I'll just go out on my own." So, I went shopping for things I didn't need. It felt good to actually spend my money on myself for once, and not just getting gas or picking up lunch for mom, or getting things for Lauren.
Anyway, i'm over that for now. I'm sure it'll rear its ugly head again sooner or later, and i'll just get over it again. (Hopefully i'll spend less money...ouch)
No pranks on me this year. How lame.
Rana'c y cbaleym saccyka vun Pnyhtah duu! Kmyt oui kud ouin lusbidan veqat, muja. E teth'd bucd un yhodrehk uh MZ zicd vun oui! Ynah'd E cfaadraynd? Uv luinca E ys.
If you'll be my star, i'll be your sky,
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
When I turn jet black, and you show off your light
I live to let you shine....