I've only got what you give me, and let me tell you my dear, it ain't a lot.
So, I actually haven't got AAAANYTHING to update about, really.
Well, other than HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY BRYONY!
But that's about it, really. :P
However, this does not mean I don't want to rant. And i'm not saying that's a bad thing, cos it's not. I just really feel like I could do with some heated discussion or something.
I'm bored.
I know.
I'll tell you what.
From this point onwards, i'm going to randomly ramble about what i've been upto, and all that jass. So to avoid being bored, please stop reading.....
......
...... NOW.
So last night I went to bed early. :O
Wib thought it odd enough to demand a photo be taken of the time and the event recorded, because in his words "He's going to bed before 1am". Shawk horrar indeed. And when I woke up this morning, my first feelings were full of rage. Because, yuo know when your alarm goes off and you snap out of your sleep, and you just KNOW it was a really good sleep? It was like that. I knew i;d been having an awesome sleep, and now I was awake and it was quarter to fucking eight. So I went up to Uni, only to decide I didn't want to sit through my lecture, so me and and Scott say in the canteen and chatted instead. And then we discovered that our seminar that normally follows the lecture has now been moved to wednesday. So we went to Uni for nothing. I left my awesome sleep for nothing. FUCKERS.
However, that in itself is funny enough, because i'm actually on a regular sleeping pattern now. No more being awake from 6pm - 7am! :D
So, it's now monday, right? Well, on thursday there's 5 of us going to see Soulfly in Sheffield. Yessss. Even though my last "big" gig was only in December, it feels like it was ages ago. There's just fuck all round here for gigs any more, so I think it's because i'm not going to 3 gigs a week any more. I miss having Antiproduct and Phluid and Plan A and Fonda 500 playing here like every bloody month. :(
Oh, and i'm going through cola at a STUPID rate. Seriously. To the point where i'm making myself not buy it any more, cos a 2 litre bottle lasts no bloody time at all. However this does mean i've not been able to have a swift drink when I feel like it, cos I don't wanna drink my whiskey neat 95% of the time, I want it with cola. And I don't have any. And I hate not being able to drink. >.< The bottle of Jim Beam is just sat here, on my desk, taunting me. Grr.
I've got no money. Someone send me some money please. I'm gonna have to go to the bank and i;m gonna ask them to put my overdraft limit up to £1500. It's all my fucking parents' fault. The reason I get charged Tuition Fees is because my parents earn more than a threshold the governemt sets that is basically in place ebcause above that linit, the parents can afford to pay tuition fees. So why my parents make me pay them, I don't know. This term it's cost me £540 in rent and £335 in tuiotion fees. If I hadn't had to pay my tuition fees, i'd be £335 better off. Hell, it's my third year, and I haven't bought a single text book yet. :( I just can't afford to, at £30 a pop. My parents know this, and they don't give a shit. You see, they are too busy spending their new-found money on holidays for themselves, a new car, clothes for my sister. I have seriously, honestly, absolutely not seen a penny of this money. My sister gets clothes and goes on holidays to Tenerife with them (ON MY 20TH FUCKING BIRTHDAY LAST YEAR!) and they plan to go away around the time of my 21st too, and guess who isn't going. I can't afford textbooks, I pay for a fee that was imposed because of them and their earning supposedly being high enough to cover the fee, and they are basically effecting my education. I don't have textbooks. And they don't care. Hell, last year they promised me £200 (the cost of my trip to Ireland) because they felt "bad" about going to Tenerife for 10 days in a 4 star hotel on the day of my 20th birthday and not taking me with them. I brought that up with them when I was home over Xmas. "You owe me £200 that you said you'd give me". They laughed it off.
Thing is, they think they have the moral highground. My phone got cut off because I wasn't able to pay my bills. And my parents covered that for me. So they are all "We bailed you out" but when you think about it, they have landed me with £670 worth of tuition fees to pay off, too. So haven't I technically bailed them out? It's kinda a case of "oh, sorry, you're earning too much but frittering it away, here, i'll pay this for you and then you can bail me out when I get into debt that you caused me to be in." :)
I can really rant about that shit, sorry. Just really gets my goat. I honestly feel like they have disowned me now I don't live with them. I think they see me as some guy who occasionally stays with them every now and then. Other than that, they don't seem to care. As much as I sometimes really don't want to admit it, I still need them.
Moving on...
I suck at HTML. Thats why you never see any of this bold or underlined stuff. And thats why this isnt behind an LJ cut. Hell, its here to be read. I'm not going to hide it. ;P
Ok, random message to people I know on here time.
Sarah, how was the BFMV gig? Do tell.
Bryony, sounds like you had a really good time the other night, i'm gonna reply to your email and you can tell me all about it. :)
Anna, you need to ask Amy if she's ok with me and you getting married while you're seeing her. :P
Bryaaaaaan, give me some dates buddy. I wanna know when you can come see me again. Gimmiedatessoicanorganisethingscosilikedoingthatsometimes.
^_^
Gawd, I love this song. Always makes me really fuckin' chilled.
I love you all and you should all talk to me more. And leave me beautiful comments and talk about me and stuff, cos i'm an ego whore.
<3
Well, other than HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY BRYONY!
But that's about it, really. :P
However, this does not mean I don't want to rant. And i'm not saying that's a bad thing, cos it's not. I just really feel like I could do with some heated discussion or something.
I'm bored.
I know.
I'll tell you what.
From this point onwards, i'm going to randomly ramble about what i've been upto, and all that jass. So to avoid being bored, please stop reading.....
......
...... NOW.
So last night I went to bed early. :O
Wib thought it odd enough to demand a photo be taken of the time and the event recorded, because in his words "He's going to bed before 1am". Shawk horrar indeed. And when I woke up this morning, my first feelings were full of rage. Because, yuo know when your alarm goes off and you snap out of your sleep, and you just KNOW it was a really good sleep? It was like that. I knew i;d been having an awesome sleep, and now I was awake and it was quarter to fucking eight. So I went up to Uni, only to decide I didn't want to sit through my lecture, so me and and Scott say in the canteen and chatted instead. And then we discovered that our seminar that normally follows the lecture has now been moved to wednesday. So we went to Uni for nothing. I left my awesome sleep for nothing. FUCKERS.
However, that in itself is funny enough, because i'm actually on a regular sleeping pattern now. No more being awake from 6pm - 7am! :D
So, it's now monday, right? Well, on thursday there's 5 of us going to see Soulfly in Sheffield. Yessss. Even though my last "big" gig was only in December, it feels like it was ages ago. There's just fuck all round here for gigs any more, so I think it's because i'm not going to 3 gigs a week any more. I miss having Antiproduct and Phluid and Plan A and Fonda 500 playing here like every bloody month. :(
Oh, and i'm going through cola at a STUPID rate. Seriously. To the point where i'm making myself not buy it any more, cos a 2 litre bottle lasts no bloody time at all. However this does mean i've not been able to have a swift drink when I feel like it, cos I don't wanna drink my whiskey neat 95% of the time, I want it with cola. And I don't have any. And I hate not being able to drink. >.< The bottle of Jim Beam is just sat here, on my desk, taunting me. Grr.
I've got no money. Someone send me some money please. I'm gonna have to go to the bank and i;m gonna ask them to put my overdraft limit up to £1500. It's all my fucking parents' fault. The reason I get charged Tuition Fees is because my parents earn more than a threshold the governemt sets that is basically in place ebcause above that linit, the parents can afford to pay tuition fees. So why my parents make me pay them, I don't know. This term it's cost me £540 in rent and £335 in tuiotion fees. If I hadn't had to pay my tuition fees, i'd be £335 better off. Hell, it's my third year, and I haven't bought a single text book yet. :( I just can't afford to, at £30 a pop. My parents know this, and they don't give a shit. You see, they are too busy spending their new-found money on holidays for themselves, a new car, clothes for my sister. I have seriously, honestly, absolutely not seen a penny of this money. My sister gets clothes and goes on holidays to Tenerife with them (ON MY 20TH FUCKING BIRTHDAY LAST YEAR!) and they plan to go away around the time of my 21st too, and guess who isn't going. I can't afford textbooks, I pay for a fee that was imposed because of them and their earning supposedly being high enough to cover the fee, and they are basically effecting my education. I don't have textbooks. And they don't care. Hell, last year they promised me £200 (the cost of my trip to Ireland) because they felt "bad" about going to Tenerife for 10 days in a 4 star hotel on the day of my 20th birthday and not taking me with them. I brought that up with them when I was home over Xmas. "You owe me £200 that you said you'd give me". They laughed it off.
Thing is, they think they have the moral highground. My phone got cut off because I wasn't able to pay my bills. And my parents covered that for me. So they are all "We bailed you out" but when you think about it, they have landed me with £670 worth of tuition fees to pay off, too. So haven't I technically bailed them out? It's kinda a case of "oh, sorry, you're earning too much but frittering it away, here, i'll pay this for you and then you can bail me out when I get into debt that you caused me to be in." :)
I can really rant about that shit, sorry. Just really gets my goat. I honestly feel like they have disowned me now I don't live with them. I think they see me as some guy who occasionally stays with them every now and then. Other than that, they don't seem to care. As much as I sometimes really don't want to admit it, I still need them.
Moving on...
I suck at HTML. Thats why you never see any of this bold or underlined stuff. And thats why this isnt behind an LJ cut. Hell, its here to be read. I'm not going to hide it. ;P
Ok, random message to people I know on here time.
Sarah, how was the BFMV gig? Do tell.
Bryony, sounds like you had a really good time the other night, i'm gonna reply to your email and you can tell me all about it. :)
Anna, you need to ask Amy if she's ok with me and you getting married while you're seeing her. :P
Bryaaaaaan, give me some dates buddy. I wanna know when you can come see me again. Gimmiedatessoicanorganisethingscosilikedoingthatsometimes.
^_^
Gawd, I love this song. Always makes me really fuckin' chilled.
I love you all and you should all talk to me more. And leave me beautiful comments and talk about me and stuff, cos i'm an ego whore.
<3