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i am in a fucking horrible mood and i don't know why.
i'm sort of disappointed about not going to toronto/niagra this year, but there's always next year.
i guess it's worth it, because having an apartment in printer's row will be pretty sweet (even though it's not really mine - but i will be crashing there sometimes).
maybe it's just the whole thing.. my sister and i are growing up, and everything is changing. i like things the way they are - me and her and our mom. i know that it can't be that way forever (duh - growing up happens), but it's still depressing for some reason.
list time will help, maybe:
tomorrow: tanning, watching hard core logo with terrie, band banquet from 2-4 at NCC, racquetball with eric (maybe?), nerdiness with terrie (?)
friday: steel drums at 3:30 (I AM SO EFFING EXCITED), samah with girlies from work and possibly terrie? going to see eric after that?
saturday: work from 6-close or something equally obnoxious.
i'm to the point where if i go to bed not utterly exhausted, i don't sleep, so i guess that means i'm going to read my little law school book that's required before orientation. yeah for being a nerd.
i'm sort of disappointed about not going to toronto/niagra this year, but there's always next year.
i guess it's worth it, because having an apartment in printer's row will be pretty sweet (even though it's not really mine - but i will be crashing there sometimes).
maybe it's just the whole thing.. my sister and i are growing up, and everything is changing. i like things the way they are - me and her and our mom. i know that it can't be that way forever (duh - growing up happens), but it's still depressing for some reason.
list time will help, maybe:
tomorrow: tanning, watching hard core logo with terrie, band banquet from 2-4 at NCC, racquetball with eric (maybe?), nerdiness with terrie (?)
friday: steel drums at 3:30 (I AM SO EFFING EXCITED), samah with girlies from work and possibly terrie? going to see eric after that?
saturday: work from 6-close or something equally obnoxious.
i'm to the point where if i go to bed not utterly exhausted, i don't sleep, so i guess that means i'm going to read my little law school book that's required before orientation. yeah for being a nerd.