year is ending
Well, this year is almost over... it really does seem like just a few weeks ago I was celebrating the new year. This year has had it's ups and downs, ups and downs. It's been boring, exciting, happy, sad.
Christmas this year so far has been good. I wasn't really excited about it, but it's just been very peaceful. The family seems to be in a good mood lately, and I don't know exactly why, but it's nice. I got some pretty cool stuff for xmas. I got 4-5 nice shirts, a few pairs of pants, and a few hooded sweatshirts. They're kinda preppy looking but oh well. I like them, and that's all that matters.
I've learned one thing in the last month or so, and that is just be yourself no matter what. I know people say it all the time, but really how often are people really being themselves? For the first time I stopped trying to find someone, I start being myself, and someone came to me and is interrested in just me. On that topic, we are talking quite a bit right now. We decided right now we are 'semi-dating' i guess you can say, to get to know each other better. There is definately an attraction to each other, and a desire to get get to know each other better. The distance thing is the main issue though. But, her lease on her appartment is up in July. If things are going well, and she things it's worth it, she may move up here... I would gladly try to move to columbus but i just can't leave my job, i got too lucky getting that to just walk away.
It's just been really peaceful lately. No worries for teh first time in quite a long time. Tora makes me feel great about myself, I really do feel happy right now.
Christmas this year so far has been good. I wasn't really excited about it, but it's just been very peaceful. The family seems to be in a good mood lately, and I don't know exactly why, but it's nice. I got some pretty cool stuff for xmas. I got 4-5 nice shirts, a few pairs of pants, and a few hooded sweatshirts. They're kinda preppy looking but oh well. I like them, and that's all that matters.
I've learned one thing in the last month or so, and that is just be yourself no matter what. I know people say it all the time, but really how often are people really being themselves? For the first time I stopped trying to find someone, I start being myself, and someone came to me and is interrested in just me. On that topic, we are talking quite a bit right now. We decided right now we are 'semi-dating' i guess you can say, to get to know each other better. There is definately an attraction to each other, and a desire to get get to know each other better. The distance thing is the main issue though. But, her lease on her appartment is up in July. If things are going well, and she things it's worth it, she may move up here... I would gladly try to move to columbus but i just can't leave my job, i got too lucky getting that to just walk away.
It's just been really peaceful lately. No worries for teh first time in quite a long time. Tora makes me feel great about myself, I really do feel happy right now.