Oct 18, 2006 00:54
fuck
it really is all getting to me
stress grades school
like really i know things arent that bad and everything will work out i hope but today to much of hit me at once.
skids had a credit issue and allmost didnt have enouhg science to graduate (but i think she got it figured out)
dan is failing english and im really worried for him i dont want to see him have to go back to bridgeport to harding
i dont want to see him never quit smoking never quit useing drugs never go to college, i feel like if he stays here at the center he has a pretty good chance i dont want to see him lose that
i really need to talk to my freinds and figuer some things out
i am missing this summer haning out with angie, the two of us went out bought bagles and lied in the grass looking at the sky and eating them. we sat around and talked about angles. i miss not worrying.
in ny i sat around drawing and everything looked so beautifull and i just got to enjoy it i love this world and how beautifull it is i want to be able to sit around and apriciate it more
i dont wanna worry about war about politics about being able to get married about elections and everything else
i just cant get the stress out of my gut and there is never enough time to sleep it all off
im getting by ok in allmost all my classes just worrying
and missing ... alot of things