ugh
thought i found a good thing this time, apparently it might disappear. im scared again, havent been for a while, but i feel like im fighting the inevitable, and now i understand what happened with my marriage a little better... i juts want to go back home to washington where things were easier again, i had my shit together out there, i thought coming out here would open doors and that was a naive decision. i just hope i can come out of this one sane....