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I can't stop. I can't stop looking through her LJ, Xanga, Myspace. I keep staring at my phone. I need to call her, I need to make sure she's okay. I found entries......this is all so sudden. Random thoughts scattered. I can't sleep. It's late. Is she okay? Is she up? Is....Idk.
Kill me, I'm useless.
Cauterize life itself.
Abuse and outshine, one another.
Last one down lives, for ever.
I swallow the fear.
It's darkness and chemical time.
These walls have eyes.
A love like crime.
Seal the absence of my shadow.
All my dreams condoning arrows.
Killing my defiance and,
Unwind the broken wires in me.
She said my obsessions would lead me to hell.
That the flesh is weak - now just watch how.
Lysergic propulsion. Teen nymphomania.
Neural deficiencies and stray dog values. Abandon Me!!!!!!
Blasting trough the normative. Surrender is useless,
It won't take the pressure off.
A dying light, fading...
WHY?
Kill me, I'm useless.
Cauterize life itself.
Abuse and outshine, one another.
Last one down lives, for ever.
I swallow the fear.
It's darkness and chemical time.
These walls have eyes.
A love like crime.
Seal the absence of my shadow.
All my dreams condoning arrows.
Killing my defiance and,
Unwind the broken wires in me.
She said my obsessions would lead me to hell.
That the flesh is weak - now just watch how.
Lysergic propulsion. Teen nymphomania.
Neural deficiencies and stray dog values. Abandon Me!!!!!!
Blasting trough the normative. Surrender is useless,
It won't take the pressure off.
A dying light, fading...
WHY?