...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
I have so much friggin' work to do this week!
Why dear Jesus did all my modules decide to set coursework due dates in the same week!
Frickin' frack!
Work I have due this week:
-One 800 word "Annie Hall" Reveiw
-Two 3 minute (aka 3 page) Screen plays
-One 2000 word essay on Aueter Theory including 10 Referances
-One 2000 word reveiw on "Blood Wedding" including 15 Referances
-Preperation for oral Tech. Evaluation
Plus I have a lot of my screen writting to type up, notes to write out from my classes...AND after tomorrow I'll have another 800 word reveiw on another film!
RAWR!
Those feckers!
Good news is I have one of my screen plays completed one half way done, I'm doing my "Annie Hall" essay now, which means I'll have 4 days to get the other essays finished...phew...
New Year is gonna suck though...I'll have 3 times as much work to do because I'll be starting all my written tech. work
Yeah do Art subjects...you pretend to be a tree all day and watch movies....HA!
HA!
B'ah Humbug!
stolen from (
vanmeeuwe)
Ten things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now (don't list names)
10. I really miss you I didn't think it could hurt this bad...things have changed between us and it doesn't feel good...I wish things were like they were...I love you and I'm sorry
9. I'm so sorry that I've hurt you...I never meant for that to happen
8. You're a twat...you're just ignorant and my skin crawls when you're around me
7. I wish things could be diffrent and that the past had never happened .
6. I wish you could see yourself how I see you you're an amazing person and I wish you could except that.
5. Stop messing me around and either commit to what you say or leave our friendship the way it is.
4. I haven't changed I've just grown up maybe you should try the same.
3. I'm not ready for this and I don't think I'll ever be ready...you're breaking me please stop it.
2. You're not in love, you just want what you can't have do everyone a favor and get over it
1. It may be patheic but the time we spent togather was the happiest and the most free I've ever felt in my life...I'd give anything to feel that way again
Nine things about yourself:
9. I have massive feet and tiny hands.
8. I've been reading since I was two (this was Ashes but I was reading at this age as well).
7. I like older woman and there's only one exception to this rule.
6. I've never voted.
5. I'm afraid of myself sometimes.
4. I sing cheesy pop songs when I'm cleaning my room at 2am
3. I actually enjoy Muslei cereal and willingly eat it.
2. I wear t-shirts with slogans so that people will instantly excpet me as a bit weird and leave me alone.
1. I'm so influenced by music a song can change my mood and instantly make me melon-collie/happy/ angry.
Eight ways to win your heart:
8. Don't judge me as stupid because I do an arty degree-Yes the subjects I'm doing are artistic it does not mean I can't have a competent conversation or that I don't have academic reading to do.
7. Don't compliment my looks compliment my sense of humor- I don't like my looks so if you do say anything I'll instantly go on the defensive and become supper paranoid...I'm not the prettiest girl in the room I know that so don't pretend I am...laugh at my jokes because damn it I am the funniest!!
6. Don't be afraid to challange me-I like a good debate.
5. Be unashamed of me-If you want to be with me...Be with me ALL the time not just when we're alone.
4. Know what bands I'm talking about.
3.Don't take yourself too seriously
2. Suprise me with unusal outings- I love musems, galleries, historical areas...ask me to one of these
1. Own a copy of rock band/guitar hero-I will instantly be yours.
Seven things that cross your mind a lot:
7. Why couldn't all the guys hitting on me now hit on 6 months ago when I was still confused...I could have avoided this entire being gay thing for another couple of years
6. I wish I could play bass-I love how cool bass players look... I wish I had the skills
5. How weird my eye colour is- Yeah...it's changed it's like this horrible swamp green colour I look so weird these days.
4. Money woes- why the student finance people suck, why I've heard nothing back from the jobs I applied for, why my life is so owned by money right now.
3. I feel too old for the world I live in- is it me or is everyone my age super immature and unwilling to grow up?.
2.I need a serious haircut-My hairs all long and annoying the hell out of me...I'm seriosuly considering getting it peter panned/ faux mulleted when I get the cash.
1. Why did I bother with University at all? Seriously this has been bothering me massivly...I could have had 2 jobs, saved my ass off, done a higher diploma in Technical Theatre, be immagrating and playing guitar hero in NYC/L.A...now I'm already 15K in student debt, miserably and swamped with stupid paper work...what is the point?
Six things you wish you never did:
1. Come out- I don't know this so confussing especially comming from me...I am proud to be who I am but it's made people avoid and judge me as some kind of freak just because I happen to fancy girls...I think it was a bad idea...I can't take it back though because as you all know I came bursting out of that closet
2. Spent so much money this summer-I'm paying for it now :(
3. Come to university-Yeah I'm starting to doubt it now...
4. Yelled at my Mum so much- I love my mum but we fight alot when I'm at home she doesn't understand me...I've said some pretty nasty things to her and now she's in her 70s I'm afraid I'm going to loose her before I can make it up to her.
5. Revealed my true feelings to people-because every time I do I'm the one who gets hurt and it blows
6. Attempted suicide-It's such a pointless thing to inflict on yourself and your family...things may sem bleak but you can usally fix what's in your life.
Five turn-offs:
5. "That's so Gay" comments....
4. Bad teeth (I'm not shallow I swear they just...freak me out).
3. Stupidity.
2. Liers.
1.Blue eyes...I just don't trust people with blue eyes .
Four things that make you go rrrrrreeeow!:
4. Full lips.
3. Brown/Green eyes *melt*.
2. Thick, curly, darkark hair.
1. Curves...woman should look like woman
Three smileys that describe your life:
3.o.O
2. T_T
1. *_*
Two things you want to do before you die:
2.Move to New York and right a screenplay
1. Dance in the rain like no ones watching and I'm the only one left in existance.
Number One Most Played Song On Your iPod:
1. "Back in your head" Tegan and Sara