damn.

[teh_draco]

I received an owl from Lupin today. I had been wondering where Harry had gone off to. I get so worried when I don't know anything. I'm very thankful that Lupin owled me to let me know where he was.

[private]

Harry is sick and is staying with him. He was asleep when I came over and I didn't want to wake him. Lupin told me that he would tell Harry how I feel. I hope Harry believes him. I do love him. I love him but he doesn't believe me. Remus believes me. I know that.

I try to do things for him but he throws them in my face like they mean nothing to him.

Sometimes I think he doesn't want me around anymore. That he just throws things back and acts like he's mad becaus he doesn't want me around and won't tell me straight out.

But he once told me he'd love me forever and I will hold him to that.

But I wish he still needed me.

[/private]

And then there's my father, but let's not even talk about him right now. I can't even talk to him without blowing up. I can't contain my own damn anger.

And neither can he apparently. Maybe I am more Malfoy than I thought.

[Hey Mari, I just thought of something. Draco can throw fireballs can't he? *grins* That would made for a hot scene.

Excuse my pun.]