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not going to elliot.. found appmt in arthurs court.. just waiting for call.. finally realizing matt n i wont hook up.. oh well, life goes on.. im happy about it actually... i dont think i like him anymore like that.. not at the moment anyways..
so work tomoro ... 8:30am-2:30pm, then 3:30pm-7pm.. whee.. thats the whole day too...
umm, derick n i are cool again.. we started talking again a few days ago.. wow, not a big deal actually.. we barely talk as it is so w/e.. just now when we do talk we dont argue
dance last nite was a drag.. i shouldntve went.. oh well, i wasted my money, gotta deal with it
hopefully getting cellphone this week
yep.. didnt get 3rd job.. oh well
bored.. as always
i feel bland rite now.. like i dont wanna think but i do anyways, nothings botherin me.. i just feel like im randomly here for no reason.. im just smiling while my mind goes blank every few mins.. hmm wonder wats wrong with me
oh well.. i miss feeling really bubbly n happy.. i wonder why im being liek this
its not liek nothign bad is happening
.. oh btw, in about 10 days.. it'll be exactly 7 months being single =)
work blows.. its boring maybe ill do my homework at work tomoro
hmm
i dunno..
anyways.. bedtime.. its 12am sunday.. happy sunday.. if its even special
its not to me.. just another day .. working
sleeping...
blah
nite.. bye
~Becki
p.s. don't mind me.. i'm just being odd lately.. still tryin to figure it out myself..
so work tomoro ... 8:30am-2:30pm, then 3:30pm-7pm.. whee.. thats the whole day too...
umm, derick n i are cool again.. we started talking again a few days ago.. wow, not a big deal actually.. we barely talk as it is so w/e.. just now when we do talk we dont argue
dance last nite was a drag.. i shouldntve went.. oh well, i wasted my money, gotta deal with it
hopefully getting cellphone this week
yep.. didnt get 3rd job.. oh well
bored.. as always
i feel bland rite now.. like i dont wanna think but i do anyways, nothings botherin me.. i just feel like im randomly here for no reason.. im just smiling while my mind goes blank every few mins.. hmm wonder wats wrong with me
oh well.. i miss feeling really bubbly n happy.. i wonder why im being liek this
its not liek nothign bad is happening
.. oh btw, in about 10 days.. it'll be exactly 7 months being single =)
work blows.. its boring maybe ill do my homework at work tomoro
hmm
i dunno..
anyways.. bedtime.. its 12am sunday.. happy sunday.. if its even special
its not to me.. just another day .. working
sleeping...
blah
nite.. bye
~Becki
p.s. don't mind me.. i'm just being odd lately.. still tryin to figure it out myself..