Yes, she's alive! With her life like Degrassi High.

Nov 23, 2010 18:41

Day One: Ten Things You Want To Say To 10 People, Right Now.

1. I get that you have issues, and that you're a self centered person in general. That's why I haven't gotten too close. But I'm starting to wonder if I even want to associate with you at all. I have no idea what the fuck is going on with you. I feel like you're pulling me close, and then pushing me away. You remind me of my mom, in a bad way. It's getting old.

2. I know it's selfish to feel this way, and I know I've withdrawn myself, but I feel like you've abandoned me. I can't remember the last time we have a text conversation, let alone something with voices in all. I talk to your sister more than you, and even that's infrequent. While I feel a great bond with her and deeply care for her, I've always felt closer to you, which means made this hurt more. I'm glad you have a big close circle of friends, I really am. I just feel like you are letting out with the old to make way for the new. I don't like feeling I belong at a garage sale. We used to lean on each other, bitch at each other, even argue. I've been going through some things. Where are you? Is this my fault? Did I do something?

3. I was a little wary at first, but I'm really looking forward to tomorrow. I wonder how much your beard hair will tickle. You are awesome. :3

4. I don't want to live here anymore, but I can't bring myself to say anything. I literally can't. I feel shallow by saying this, but I don't think I'd even be here this long if not for that car.

5. We broke up because I'm not attracted to you anymore. I'm not attracted to you because I realize I couldn't trust you the way I need that. I realize at that point I had no event to really point to that could justify this. At least until about twenty minutes after we broke up. While I wouldn't say I'm even angry with you because I had pulled away a while ago, I'm glad the sex was bad. I'm glad you hated it.

6. A universe in which we are not friends does not exist. I honestly don't know what I'd do without you. Sometimes, I feel like you're the only person with whom I can be truly honest without judgment or derision. Coming from me, this is huge.

7. I like him, but you need to break up with him. For realsies this time. Either get on the train or off, but stop standing in the aisle.

8. You are hot and awesome, even if you find my atheism hard to believe. (lolpun!) I hope you realize I'm not hitting on you as a joke. The only thing that sucks is where we hang out. It makes me feel old to be surrounded by high schoolers (who are only a year behind me! I fail) and that you're one, too.

9. If you ever hurt my friend again, you will fucking regret it.

10. Holy shit, you're kind of slutty. Are you making up for virtually no human contact/ romantic relationships in high school? Good thing you are sexy.

meme, real life, rants

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