Better off without me.
worst fucking week of my life...
ever.
got kicked out of my own home.
my mother hates me.
wants nothing to do with me
wont even talk to me
my nan blames me for everything thats ever gone wrong in my family
even tho i wasnt even fkn born when one or two things happened
but that doesnt matter its still my fault.
my dad wants absolutly nothing to do with me.
ring him to see if i can move in
and the fuck head says
" the only connention i want with you is maintence"
What the fuck kinda father says that to his first born daughter?
wdf!
sif its my fucking fault that he walked out on my mum.
sif its my fucking fault that im a failure
sif its my fucking fault that im not good enough for them
sif its my fucking fault im not perfect enough.
sif its my fucking fault they hate me
they would all be much better off without me
maybe their lives would be good without me
maybe they would be happy without me
they wouldnt care if i was gone tomorrow
they would be glad
their lives would be better
they wouldnt have a failure
a fuck up
a mistake
in theire lives anymore
...
I dont like this
i hate this
i want out
i need out
im just a fuck up
just a mistake
i shouldnt even be on this earth
i wasnt meant to be here.
i wish they had of made the right choice
they wish they had of made the right choice.
better off without me.
fuck
it
i
want
out.
the end