May 25, 2005 02:41
I hate going to sleep. the act of traveling to my bed is terrifying to me. especially alone. and i like reminiscing, and I realized... back when I was single... desparate... emotional... clingy... and obnoxious...
back when I drank every night... smoked pot... and was single...
i used to be so fucking cool.
but i think i'm still cool on the inside. I just need to hang out with more people... and drink more.
and not have horrible, embarassing physical afflictions that make my boyfriend less attracted to me.
kidding.