Drabble #363
Title: One in a million
Chapter: [14/?]
Authors: gabs_yuuya and yamap_oukoku
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Tegoshi Yuya / Yamashita Tomohisa
Tegoshi Yuya / Kwon Jiyong
Genre: AU, romance, fluff, angst, smut
Disclaimer: Don't own nothing but our words and thoughts.
Summary: Yamashita Tomohisa used to be a well-known bachelor of Tokyo’s nights and literally everyone wanted a piece of him - The only thing he really wanted tough, was to find his long missed one in a million. During their late school years Yamapi and his bestfriend since kindergarten Tegoshi Yuya were mysteriously separeted by a secret incident. Due to absolutely no traces left behind it seemed impossible to ever see the love of his life ever again, or so he thought. Until one day, just as mysteriously as he disappeared, their paths crossed once again. There only seemed to be a difficult problem to overcome, his Tegoshi Yuya isn’t the same anymore.
Can the young man keep his secrets to himself forever?
Can they have a second chance at love or is it all lost and forgotten?
[Chapter 01] [Chapter 02] [Chapter 03] [Chapter 04] [Chapter 05] [Chapter 06]
[Chapter 07] [Chapter 08] [Chapter 09] [Chapter 10] [Chapter 11] [Chapter 12] [Chapter 13]
“Oh my gosh is this really you?” The pretty girl asked again walking closer to Tegoshi’s table totally forgetting about her order, the young seller just gulped hoping that if he didn’t say anything she would just think she had mistaken him for someone else, he wasn’t that lucky. The girl walked to him and stared for a good few minutes making Tegoshi blush and get annoyed at the same time, didn’t she know it was rude to stare like that?
“Miss I think you’re mistaking me with…” Tegoshi started but she didn’t let him finish.
“Oh no I’m not!” The girl shouted while sitting across from Tegoshi “You have changed a lot Tegoshi-kun, the hair, the clothes, even your aura has changed, but no one can mistake those big puppy eyes of yours and those cute little birth marks you got, close to your lips.”
“I…” Tegoshi didn’t know what to say after such an answer and from where did she take puppy eyes? If it would have been Yamapi, he would kill the older man for describing him like that.
“Como on Tegoshi-kun! Don’t you remember me?” She asked with a playful shocked expression “It’s me Rina! Your best friend’s little sister, well not so little anymore but well I can’t have changed this much!”
“You changed a lot actually…” Tegoshi mumbled without thinking and wanted to punch himself for even replying.
“Aha! So you do remember me!” Rina shouted in victory and smiling widely, what the odds it was really Tegoshi-kun after all.
“Yeah…guess so..” Tegoshi says not really looking up maybe if he didn’t talk much she would just leave thinking he was being rude.
“Oh my gosh, how many years had passed since I saw you the last time?! Four or five I bet, but look how funny life is ~! I came looking for my brother and end up finding his long missing best friend!” She says almost sounding like saying it all to herself than actually to Tegoshi, Rina was lost in her own excitement, but she couldn’t help it, seeing him was the last thing she thought could happen when coming to bug her brother a bit during his work.
“Yeah funny…” Tegoshi murmured while opening and closing his phone, and just seconds ago he was happy thinking no Yamashita would bug him today, but no God wanted to play with him, since he had to find another member of the Yamashita family at his usual coffee shop.
He looked up from his phone and watched as Rina talked to the one of the employers to bring her order to the table and get another cup of whatever Tegoshi was having before. “Great now she wants to chat over a cup of coffee” Getting on his nerves totally ran in the family, he thought annoyed.
“Talking about it did you know my brother works here? Did you see him? Oh my Pi would go crazy if he saw you!” Rina keeps talking too excited to pay attention to Tegoshi being totally not interested in her questions.
“No I didn’t know…” Tegoshi lied when she keeps starting and smiling to him waiting for an answer.
“No? Really? I need to call him and tell him to come; he really will be thrilled to see you!” Rina says already grabbing her phone but Tegoshi stops her grabbing her wrist.
“No don’t do that, damn it!” Tegoshi shouts while releasing her arm. “Ok… ok I lied I know your brother works here and I saw him before happy? Oh G!”
“No I’m not. Mou you’re as annoying as my brother…” Rina says pouting and glaring at Tegoshi who just decided to turn and ignore her.
“Excuse me miss, your order…” Came a shy voice of a short girl in the green uniform, she didn’t feel like intruding in what she thought was a couple fight.
“Oh right sorry, the cake and frappuccino is mine.” Rina says with a sweet smile to the girl which smiled back shyly. “And the coffee is for that grumpy old man over there.”
“Hey I’m not grumpy or old!” Tegoshi shouted annoyed when the girl leave them alone with their orders, really how could she call him like that? Why did he even leave the bed this morning? He could be fucking Jiyong right now but no he had come to work and be stupid enough get his coffee.
“Yes you’re both, you didn’t stop glaring and doing those annoyed expressions to me since I got here, could you please act like you’re happy to see me?”
“I would if I was happy to see you, which I’m not.” Tegoshi says not carrying how rude he was being, Yamapi did manage to ruin his morning even not being there, but he send his sister to do the job.
“ohhhh how rude! What has happen to you? You’re as bad as my brother! I liked you both better before, bet you two will fit just well being the grumpy friends now.” Rina said slightly angered getting a bite of her cake, she really didn’t get what she did to get Tegoshi to treat her like this, he used to be such a sweet kind and even play with her when her brother didn’t want to. “I don’t get it but really you’re just like my brother, got old, grumpy and really mean! No wonder he always liked you, you two are the same!”
“No we’re not alike and he doesn’t and never gave a fucking damn about me…” Tegoshi said glaring at the annoyed girl drinking a good amount of his coffee, he really needed it.
“Of course he does, why would you say such things, Tegoshi-kun?” Rina asked loosing the annoyed expression not liking the hurtful tone she could hear in the other voice.
“It’s obvious, I was just too stupid not to see.” Tegoshi mumbled and turned his face away from her. “He gave me enough reasons to believe he never liked me at all.”
“Wait Tegoshi, are we talking about the same guy here?” Rina asked shocked.
“Yes we’re talking about the same Yamashita Tomohisa, the heartless person who left me alone when I most needed him. So why don’t you just go away and leave me alone because I don’t want to talk or think about him and you’re making me do just that!” Tegoshi said with so much anger that Rina was taken back for a few seconds.
“What are you talking about? My brother would never do anything to hurt you, Tegoshi. My brother literally went insane when you disappeared like that; I never had seen my brother cry like that....”
“What?!” Tegoshi asked shocked. “You must be joking, he would never cry!”
“Of course he did, you have no idea how. But don’t tell me you two met and haven’t talked about what happened!?” Rina asked utterly shocked.
“Well,..you don’t understand…” Tegoshi started but she didn’t let him finish.
“Ok, I get it...I am sure you acted stubbornly as always and didn’t even let him explain a thing, am I right?” Rina says in an overly serious and demanding tone. “Maybe you just didn’t listen or believe what he says, right? But you will listen to me now and trust me I am telling the truth and nothing but the truth.”
“Wait! no no! you can’t…I don’t want to...” Tegoshi started but she cut him again, he was again shocked how she could change her way of acting from being the sweet little girl into a scary with like just now.
“Yes I can! Do you fucking know how hard it was for my brother when you were just gone like a bad magic trick? He never smiled again after you left Tegoshi-kun. I haven’t seen him really happy for so goddamn long. He is really miserable....You know at first he just cried a lot, asked everyone and everywhere for you. He ran around the entire city, asking for my dad to try and find you because he soon figured he wouldn’t stay a chance on his own. You were just gone with the wind. Really, what happened Tegoshi-kun?” Rina asked in the most serious way, but Tegoshi only looked away and so she continued. “You see, he went to the police day after day, talked to the school councilors, the head teacher and whatever person could be able to help but they just didn’t know you. Nobody knew you! That was just friggin scary you know...it was like you and your family never existed. We weren’t able to find out anything about your whereabouts. Nobody did. How do you think this made him feel? or me? I didn’t like to see my brother miserable like that and neither did I enjoy not seeing you again since I really liked you too you know. You always cared to play with me when nobody else would.”
Tegoshi listened to every word she said but remained silent, staring down on his coffee. He had no idea that there were no traces leading back to him whatsoever, but he wasn’t that surprised.
“Well, it doesn’t matter what I wanted but I can’t understand that you’d allow this to have happened for the sake of my dear brother. He was your best friend since kindergarten for god’s sake! I can’t remember a single night when he wouldn’t cry in his sleep, calling your name. That really broke my heart, why did you have to leave my brother Tegoshi-kun?”
“I didn’t want to leave!” Tegoshi shouted, startling Rina. “It wasn’t my decision you know. I didn’t want to leave him...” he added heavy hearted.
“I’m sorry.” Rina said gently when she noticed his hurtful expression and the obvious tears in his eyes.
“I guess you don’t want to tell me what happened..?”
“I can’t. I’m sorry.” Tegoshi said finally looking up from his hands and their eyes met. The sadness and the unshared tear she saw in those brown eyes made her feel like crying as well.
“It’s OK I understand… But I think you two really need to talk hum?” Rina said gently patting Tegoshi’s hands folded across the table.
“Maybe but I don’t think we can…” Tegoshi sighed. “It won’t change anything.”
“What do you mean? Tegoshi-kun, why are you saying such things? You really have to talk.”
Tegoshi shook his head and carefully removed his hands from under hers. “It’s not that simple.”
“No Tegoshi-kun, it is that simple. He loves you, you love him and that’s it. That’s all that counts. I really don’t know what happened and I’m very sorry to hear it wasn’t anything pleasant to you as well. But I can see it in your eyes that you care and it’s clear that you have to talk to my brother. And I mean properly. I can assure you my brother never stopped looking for you and he might be an air head sometimes but he never stopped loving you.”
Tegoshi kept his gaze out of the window as she continued to speak. He didn’t dare to make her stop because he knew she just wouldn’t give in anyways and somehow he wanted to hear more.
“When I was younger I always thought it was just a really strong friendly love between you two but now I know you were more than just friends back then right?” She stopped but when she didn’t get any answer from him she continued anyhow. “My brother loved you with all his heart Tegoshi and I know he still does. Whenever mom tried to make him meet some daughters from the other families, my brother would always say he gave away his heart to someone a long time ago and that there was no need to see anyone else because he wouldn’t be with anyone else. Ever. I always knew somehow that it was you who he meant, Tegoshi-kun.”
Tegoshi didn’t say anything but he felt that he was close to actually letting his tears fall. It really hurt to hear her story, his boyfriend’s story. He didn’t want to listen to Yamapi because he couldn’t take to hear the pain in his voice. He feared to hear things he didn’t want to hear, because he just couldn’t stop loving him no matter how hard he tried. Hearing he caused him pain was horrible, even though he figured he did all along, hearing it word by word was the worst and he always just wanted to run away from that feeling, that moment.
“Ne Tegoshi-kun please forgive me for upsetting you with this but I only want the best for you and my brother. That you are here right now seems like a wonder and I can’t just let things be after all that happened. You are someone really important to my stupid brother and for as long as you care too, please do me the favour and go talk to him.”
“Maybe…” Tegoshi said without much thought as he was absolutely lost inside his own mind right now, Rina noticed and decided to get up and leave the other to deal with his thoughts.
“I’m leaving now Tegoshi-kun, please give him a chance. I guess most people would have given up and simply stopped looking and caring after all these years. But not my brother, he never stopped looking or caring about you.” She said as she got up watching the older man with his head low, holding the empty cup of coffee with so much strength that soon it could rip apart. “I have faith in you Tegoshi-kun.”
Then she walked away from the table thinking those two really needed to talk and figure things out somehow she was sure, but first she needed to have a little talk with her brother herself.
Yamapi kept skipping through channel after channel for half an hour already, it was his first day off in two weeks or longer but he didn’t feel happy about it at all.
“I can’t see Yuya today…” Yamapi sighed loudly throwing the control over his leather couch and letting his head fall back against the soft surface. He couldn’t help but remember their last encounter the day before, Tegoshi suddenly started to cry, then stormed out of the shop and when Yamapi had tried to stop him he kicked the older man before disappearing in the busy street.
“It hurt you know?” Yamapi complained to an imaginary Tegoshi while caressing his sore shin, where Tegoshi’s knee had hit him pretty hard. Yamapi didn’t know what to think, what made the other push him away every time he tried to come closer? Did he really hate him or was he scared of Yamapi? But what had he done to gain those reactions from the younger man?
“FUCK!” Yamapi shouted overly frustrated, because no matter how many times he had been asking himself the same questions, he never would get a fucking answers. How could he if Tegoshi never said anything to him, even when they started talking something would get the other mad and he would fight with Yamapi or just run away again.
“Why did you change this much love?” Yamapi asked not caring he sounded crazy talking to himself like this. “Before we were so close, we always wanted to be together, every single second of the day and now you don’t even want to see my face anymore not to mention want me around…” Yamapi sighed once more before closing his tearful eyes.
[FLASHBACK]
“Yuya!” Yamapi called while walking around the garden behind the house, they had arrived at his family’s vacation house in Okinawa barely one hour ago and after helping with unloading the large family van, Tegoshi had disappeared outside. Yamapi wanted to follow him, but his mom asked to help with more groceries in the kitchen. Now that he was finally free it was like he couldn’t find his boyfriend, like he suddenly disappeared. Yamapi didn’t like that, at all. “Yuya, where are you?” he continued to shout through the bushes.
Their house was just by the ocean with a private entry to the beach, the perfect summer get away. Yamapi walked a bit further down a small hill of sand towards the ocean, zigzagged between the trees when he finally spotted Tegoshi sitting under the shadow of a palm tree close to the sea shore writing in his notebook. Yamapi smiled sweetly taking in the beautiful image as the wind gently caressed Tegoshi’s long brown hair, making his bangs slightly fall over his eyes; Yamapi kept being overwhelmed in how much Tegoshi had changed over the last years.
He remembered the younger boy with his messy hair running around with a soccer ball, not caring about anything else but soccer especially not clothes. He now had become this beautiful young man that Yamapi could call his.
Tegoshi’s hair was longer now almost down to his shoulders, he became slightly taller but was still shorter than Yamapi. His face became so pretty and perfect that Tegoshi would always complain to him how pervert old men would try to hit on him while walking in the streets. Yamapi would just laugh and say it was his own fault for being too pretty, just to see Tegoshi pout and sulk in annoyance. Because he wasn’t a girl to be called pretty. He would always try to hit Yamapi when he pinched his cheeks and called him cute, but the older boy wouldn’t let him and just embrace him tightly kissing him all over his face until Tegoshi was a giggling mess in his arms.
“There you are...” Yamapi said as he walked to his boyfriend, who gave him the sweetest smile ever when he looked up to him.
“Hey Pi, you took long to come out...” Tegoshi said softly as he closed his small pink notebook and placed it beside him in the sand. He stretched his legs and patted over them slightly; an alluring invitation that Yamapi wasn't going to decline. He lowered him down, sat close to Tegoshi and let his body fall back until his head rested over the younger’s lap.
“What were you writing?” Yamapi asked while looking up, meeting his boyfriend’s gaze.
“Just some lines that came to my mind, nothing special...” Tegoshi said with a sweet smile while caressing his boyfriend black hair, it was as long as his own right now, he loved how good it looked on him. His boyfriend was the most handsome guy around for sure.
Yamapi had actually changed quite a lot. Tegoshi loved all the muscles his lover had build along the years, yet he was still slim and perfect and not a huge and buff guy like the ones he could see around the city coming out of the GYM. Yamapi’s strong chest could be called Tegoshi’s new addiction, he couldn't get enough of caressing them or just letting his finger slide over them for hours, hearing Yamapi’s low murmurs of delight against his hear as they cuddled in bed.
“Hum... when will you finally sing your songs to me sweetie?” Yamapi asked while nuzzling his boyfriend’s tummy making him giggle a little.
“Pi you know I can’t sing and my lyrics aren’t really that nice... I just write to take them off of my mind, it’s too embarrassing to show you...” Yamapi could see Tegoshi’s cheeks become reddish as he tried to look away from his gaze.
“Don’t lie to me Yu-chan, I know you can sing. I heard you in the shower before!”
“That doesn’t count. You can’t call that singing!”
“Well what about that time when you sang to me in my sleep.” Yamapi said with a naughty grin.
“No way, you didn’t hear that! Did you?!” Tegoshi asked overly shocked and finally looked down to his boyfriend.
“As a matter of fact I did...” Yamapi chuckled at his boyfriend’s totally red face. “And it was the most beautiful thing I ever heard.”
“Mou Pi you’re so mean, why didn’t you say anything?” Tegoshi asked with a slightly hurtful expression and closed his eyes. He turned his face away, because he couldn’t stand his boyfriend’s eyes on him.
He always had been sure of his feelings but felt very insecure about his words, that he didn’t dare to let Yamapi hear any of it until the day he thought he’d be ready. Back then, he remembered, he watched his boyfriend’s sleeping face, well at least he thought he was sleeping, as he caressed his soft hair gently.
As always he listened to his boyfriend’s low and contented breathing and waited for his own sleep to settle in, but instead of drifting off into dreamland he suddenly found himself singing. He didn’t think about it nor did he worry that the words which left his lips made any sense at all, he just sang. Not in a professional way of course; his words were more like low murmurs through which he let his feelings convey and his love come out. But knowing Yamapi was listening to him all along didn’t feel very good and gave him a somewhat heavy heart. He surely loved Yamapi, but he wasn't ready to actually show him his songs. They weren’t real songs anyways, but he just wasn’t confident enough to share his feelings in black on white.
“Yu my love, please look at me.” Yamapi’s low voice made Tegoshi open his eyes slowly. When he turned to face his boyfriend he found the other’s face close to his staring right at him. “Baby you don’t need to be embarrassed. It’s me and I love you and everything you do.” Yamapi said and lifted his hand to caress Tegoshi’s cheek, drying that tiny tear that escaped the younger’s closed eyes. “I never meant to upset you. I remember that I was about to black out just before I heard your voice. It was so beautiful, your voice was so incredibly perfect that it nearly moved me to tears. I didn’t have the heart to turn because I was afraid you would stop, and I didn’t want you to stop. I never heard you sing so beautifully before Yuya, and I felt so much love right there that I wanted to savour and treasure that moment forever.”
“Honestly? You won’t make fun of me?” Tegoshi said with a shy smile. “I never thought you would feel like that Pi...” He seriously never expected this kind of reaction, he thought Yamapi would make fun of him for singing like a weirdo and being a silly romantic that he knew he thought he was.
“I know I made fun of you being so romantic before, but that was before I knew how it is to be in love. Before I knew I loved you.” Yamapi said like he had read the younger thoughts while still caressing Tegoshi’s cheek. “But now that I do, I understand and I can’t help but being romantic myself, because I want to show you my love in as many ways as possible.” The older boy added, leaned in and pressed a chaste kiss against the younger’s cheek. “I hope some day you will show me what you wrote, because I want to know how you feel. I want to know everything about you.”
“You already know everything about me, Pi.” Tegoshi said with a sweet smile moving forward to press his forehead against Yamapi’s.
“Not really love, I don’t know all the teams’ names you play in yet.” Yamapi said with a low laugh, nuzzling Tegoshi’s cheek.
“Yeah you really don’t, such a shame Pi, you’re my boyfriend or what?” Tegoshi asked chuckling as well.
“I’m your boyfriend, but not your coach sweetie.” Yamapi said while pulling his lover in a sweet embrace, letting Tegoshi’s head rest against his shoulder.
“I know, but you would be a really hot coach.” Tegoshi giggles against the older boy chest. “And I would have to do anything you wanted me to, right coach?”
“What’s this love? Do you have a kink for role play?” Yamapi asked breaking their embrace to see his boyfriend’s expression.
“Hum... maybe?” Tegoshi said while biting his lip waiting for Yamapi’s reaction. He watched as his boyfriend’s face turned to blank to a naughty grin, just before he moved forward and captured his lips fully. Letting their lips slide against each other in sloppy movements, before Yamapi bite Tegoshi’s lower lip, pulling at it slightly making the younger let out a loud gasp, which was the chance he needed to clash their tongues in a delicious heated dance.
“We’re totally doing some role playing next time...” Yamapi breathed against Tegoshi’s lips when they broke apart.
“I would like that ... coach.” Tegoshi giggled before Yamapi got him in another heated kiss.
“Maybe we should be more careful Pi...” Tegoshi started while Yamapi was changing their places, being the one resting against the palm tree and having Tegoshi sit in between his legs, resting his back against his chest.
“About what love?” Yamapi asked while placing a gentle kiss over Tegoshi’s hair, loving the strawberry scent of his boyfriend’s shampoo.
“Your family is here Pi, they could walk on us anytime...” Tegoshi said but never the less snuggled closer to his boyfriend while he hugged him by his waits, the younger lazily playing with his fingers.
“Don’t worry sweetie, they ain’t bothered about us. They wont come out anytime soon, mom will be making Rina busy in the kitchen, and dad must be reading a book somewhere in the house or working out.” Yamapi said while resting his chin over Tegoshi’s shoulder and placing a sloppy kiss over his neck “We’re safe for now. We have the entire backyard and beach to ourselves.”
“Guess you are right...” Tegoshi mumbled turning his face and bringing his hand up to pull Yamapi by his neck to kiss him once more.
“What do you want to do while we’re here? You had never come to Okinawa right?” Yamapi whispered before kissing Tegoshi’s cheek.
“Yeah I didn’t the time my class had made the trip here I was sick remember?” Tegoshi said while letting this head fall back over Yamapi’s shoulder once more.
“Actually I don’t remember it was at the same time as the trip to Okinawa, but I remember Doctor Pi had to take care of a really grumpy Yuya...” Yamapi said grinning against Tegoshi’s neck which was now fully exposed to his lips, not that he minded.
“Don’t call me grumpy, Pi!” Tegoshi pouted cutely while folding his arms childlike making Yamapi chuckle against his neck. “And you were a perverted doctor! You only wanted to keep touching me all the time and getting me naked.”
“I was measuring your fever sweetie, and you had to take off the wet clothes or it would have turned out even worse...”
“Right, each ten minutes?” Tegoshi asked hitting Yamapi with his elbow.
“Ok ok ... I did took a little advantage of the situation to touch you more and see more of your lovely naked flesh.” Yamapi grinned, “You really can’t blame me for liking your body.”
“Guess I can’t, especially since I do like it when you touch me.” Tegoshi said with a sweet smile in his lips, a little blush starting to cover his cheeks.
“You like when I touch you?” Yamapi asked while letting his hands travel down Tegoshi’s belly and further down his thighs and legs.
“You know I do,... Piiii...~ ” Tegoshi purred against Yamapi’s ear, enjoying the older boy‘s touch a lot.
“Even when I do this?” Yamapi asked and before Tegoshi could even say he didn’t know what he was talking about, he started tickling the younger boy, who began whining and screaming while trying to stop the other’s fast hands.
“Pi you idiot!” Tegoshi shouted when Yamapi finally decided to stop the tickling session. “You know I can’t take tickling...”
“I know love, I’m sorry...” Yamapi said while giving Tegoshi’s cheek an apologetic kiss. “I just can’t help it, my hands go without my command...”
“Yeah sure Pi...” Tegoshi said trying to look and sound annoyed but he wasn’t for real, and Yamapi knew it, especially when he reached for the younger’s chin and he did let him pull him to sweet lip lock.
“So, you didn’t answer what do you want to do?” Yamapi asked when they broke apart.
“I don’t know Pi, you’re the one who had come here before, what can we do?”
“Hum... there is lots actually, I’ll ask mom if we can go out by ourselves tomorrow then we can explore the town and beach..” Yamapi suggested with a smile. “What do you say? I’m sure we will find some nice places.”
“Sounds lovely.” Tegoshi grinned. He was sure that doing anything with his boyfriend would turn out perfect anyways.
“OK, deal.” Yamapi ruffled the younger boy’s hair which made Tegoshi complain he’d mess up his hair. “What do you say we get a little wet for now?” The older boy said with an inviting grin. “I’m feeling pretty hot, don’t you?” Yamapi tickled the inside of Tegoshi’s thigh slightly, but enough to make the younger yelp and snap his legs. “Pii..stop tickling already!”
Yamapi laughed softly and placed his flat hand over Tegoshi’s thigh, sliding it slowly up his exposed skin until it disappeared somewhere inside the opening of the boy’s swimming trunks. “You want me to do something else with my hands, don’t you?” he said teasingly as he leaned in, bracing himself up on his other arm next to Tegoshi.
“Pi..” Tegoshi gulped and bit his lip; a light flush covered his cheeks within seconds as the older boy playfully caressed the inside of his thigh far too high for him not react to his boyfriend’s touch. Yamapi smirked. “I knew you would, naughty.” He whispered close to the boy’s ear, ghosting his lips along his boyfriend’s skin. His breath tickled slightly but mostly felt warm and comfortable, the kind of sensation Tegoshi liked as it always brought butterflies back to his stomach. He reached out and embraced Yamapi’s neck, playing with his hair as the older boy abused his neck with never ending sweet kisses.
When Yamapi withdrew his head he grinned at his boyfriend’s slightly dazed look and grabbed his hands to pull him up. “Let’s go lazy.” He called playfully and pulled Tegoshi along toward the water. “Wait...not so fast...!” The young boy shouted after him as they ran down the sea shore.
They played around in the water for a while to cool down which included some diving games, splashing each other, jumping into waves and eventually they swam out a little further around the island until they reached a beautifully peaceful little spot of rocks, sand and palm trees.
Yamapi pulled Tegoshi behind him along the sea shore as they stumbled out of the water. The younger boy shrieked when Yamapi tackled his side and forced him down onto his knees. He crawled on top of Tegoshi as he pressed the boy down into the sand, straddling him effectively. Water dripped down Yamapi’s hair and into his boyfriend’s face, making him whine and giggle at the same time. “Pii, you’re heavy.” Tegoshi complained playfully.
Yamapi smiled and bent down, holding on to the boy’s hands pressed into the hot sand. “You’ve swallowed a lot of water today sweetie, do you need some CPR by any chance?”
Tegoshi chuckled, “No not really.. but you should kiss me anyways, it’s been way too long since the last time, I might faint from a lack of your saliva.” Tegoshi smirked.
“You’re disgusting baby,” Yamapi laughed. “but don’t worry I’ll keep you healthy.” He then pressed his lips against his boyfriend’s in a long, explorative and playful kiss.
“Yummy boy you..why are you so pretty?” Yamapi rubbed his palms over Tegoshi’s arms and stared down at the younger boy, happiness radiating from his face. “I can’t believe how amazing it is to be with you.”
“Pii...come on, I’m dizzy, I think I can’t breathe … and you promised you’d keep me healthy.” Tegoshi whined playfully, poking the older boy’s chest. “Crazy,..but don’t worry I’ll keep all my promises..” Yamapi smiled and lowered his body, aiming for his boyfriend’s beautiful neck.
“I love summer, do you know why?” Yamapi breathed against Tegoshi’s lips before he kissed him again and again without giving him a chance to reply. “Because I can fool around in the sand, on top of my sexy half naked and wet boyfriend whose hands are all over my body, groping and poking like I am a chunk of meat.” The older boy smirked and looked down onto Tegoshi who laid sprawled out underneath him, sand sticking to his face, arms and literally every inch of his delicious skinny body.
“Yeah I bet you like that, my pervy old boyfriend.” Tegoshi laughed and pinched the other’s butt like twentyhundred times before.
“Yuya..!” Yamapi chuckled. “There you go again.”
The older boy poked Tegoshi’s navel before travelling his fingers up his stomach and caressed his chest. “My my my...there are a million dirty things I wanna do to you right now..” He bent down brushing his thumb over his boyfriend’s nipples. “What do you say? Are you up for some exploring or do you wanna go back?”
Even though Tegoshi was laying in the sand, Yamapi’s voice alone managed to give him weak knees and a racing heart. “What exactly do you have in mind?” Tegoshi asked, caressing his boyfriend’s legs up and down his thighs which rested at each side of his body as Yamapi was sitting on his lap. “Give me some more options so I can make up my mind.”
“Hm.. I can show you what it feels when I push you against every palm tree we come across before I make you bent over the biggest rock, rough and hard.” The older boy bent down close enough for his nose to brush against Tegoshi’s chin. “Or I can offer to take you into a cavern by the shore where I will press you against the wall and take away your every breath with my kisses until you’re left dizzy, dazed and confused and your knees turn into jelly so that you have to cling onto me as tight as you can.” Yamapi purred invitingly, kissing the younger’s skin along his jaw in between his words. “Our bodies will be so hot and close you won’t even know where yours ends and mine begins.”
Tegoshi gulped, he could hardly restrain from attacking his boyfriend. His voice was so hot he couldn’t believe how badly he was getting turned on by just his voice alone and yet he wanted to hear more.
“I can also show you what it feels like being pleasured under water, where I can touch you as much as I want, at any place i want for as long as i want without anyone seeing, hearing or caring. I will feast on your every moan and gasp and kiss your salty sea water lips until they are bruised.
Tegoshi felt already more dizzy and horny than ever just from hearing his boyfriend talk. The young boy couldn’t keep still for long and before caring about a reply, a decision, he pulled together all his energy and charged at Yamapi. Tegoshi tackled the older boy onto his back, he straddled him effectively and attacked his lips with his hungry mouth. Anything and everything Yamapi had offered, he was going to take it and wouldn’t stop before they hadn’t done it all, at any place possible.
[FLASHBACK END]
Yamapi woke up startled by his cellphone vibrating across the coffee table.
“Damn you, phone...” Yamapi cursed as he picked up his annoyingly loud phone. “What?”
“Is this how you always great people on the phone big brother?” Yamapi could hear his sister asking on the other end of the line.
“Only when the damn caller woke me from a wonderful dream!” Yamapi says annoyed. “What the fuck do you want Rina?”
“You curse way too much these days, do you know that?” Rina complained and Yamapi was sure she was pouting like she always would when she didn't like something. She had been doing that since they were kids, just like Yuya....
“Yeah I do, just say what you want already, I don’t really want to talk to you right now.” Yamapi said with a loud and frustrated sigh. “I could be sleeping you know?”
“I was right you two are the same, you’re a grumpy old man just like him.” Rina said in a tone Yamapi could actually see her shake her head.
“Like who? What are you talking about? And I’m not grumpy or old, Rina!” Yamapi shouted getting even more annoyed.
“You’re rude, and grumpy just like Tegoshi-kun.”
“What? Tegoshi was never grumpy and you should remember that.” Yamapi sighed.
“Yeah I remember he wasn’t grumpy but he’s right now. He is an annoying and sad old man.”
“Wait how could you know that?” Yamapi asked overly confused on how his sister could know that, what was totally how his Yuya was now, sadly.
“I know because I saw him today stupid!” Rina said like it was the most obvious thing ever.
“You what? WHERE?” Yamapi couldn’t believe it he took years to finally see Tegoshi again and now his sister just met him? Why he wasn't lucky like that?
“At your work actually...”
“Rina you went there again? How many times I told you to stop going there?” Yamapi said frustrated.
“Shut up Pi, if I wasn't there to look for you I wouldn’t have met Tegoshi-kun and know all the things I know now.” His sister said teasingly.
“You what???” Yamapi shouted annoyed and surprised at once. “You did you talk to him? And he did reply? Like in a normal conversation?”
“Of course we talked, have you been drinking brother? You sound really slow and stupid today.” His sister replied snappishly.
“Oh shut up!” Yamapi said in a grumpy voice. “What did he say?”
“A lot, crazy brother.” Rina chuckled. “But I won’t tell you.”
“What? Hey! Who is crazy here!?” Yamapi snapped, “Come on, why not? Tell me!”
“Sorry, there is nothing I can tell you, but he should have a lot to say... You have to find him and talk, you hear me?”
“I have already tried that, many times. He won’t listen to me...” Yamapi sighed exhausted. “I don’t know what to do anymore, maybe it’s all worthless.”
“Don’t say that! I am sure you two can work this out somehow. You can’t give up now, Pi. Listen to your heart, it won’t lie.”
“Are you sure?” Yamapi asked sounding like a lost kid, and was what he felt right now, even his sister managed to talk with Tegoshi. It looked like the entire world could talk with his lover but he couldn't without getting shouted at or kicked.
‘Of course I’m sure, you’re my awesome big brother, even though you’re an ass these days. You were my hero when I was younger and still are, just like I know you’re for Tegoshi-kun as well. You just need to believe in you Pi, and your love and I know you will reach his heart, which he keeps hidden under that angered expression.”
“Hey who are you? What did you do to that good for nothing that I call my sister?” Yamapi joked after a few minutes of silence to take in all his sister had said.
“Hey I’m trying to help here and that’s how you pay me back?” Rina shouted, but Yamapi could recognize her playful tone. “You know I’m right ne?”
“I know… Thanks, crazy.” Yamapi teased, feeling somehow better. “I’ll find a way.”
“I know you will Pi.” Rina said with so much care and trust that Yamapi could feel himself wanting to cry. “And keep me updated will you? And I want details!”
“Yeah yeah now leave me alone crazy!” Yamapi shouted playfully.
“Like I wanted to keep talking to you grumpy.” She shouted back.
“Hey I told you I’m not...” Yamapi started but was cut when Rina ended the call without any warning. “What the... Can you believe she’s my sister?” Yamapi asked to no one.
“Damn I’m talking to myself too much, I need a shower!” Yamapi said closing his phone and walking to his bathroom, somehow a smile keep coming to his lips without his consent. That call just gave him the burst of energy he needed, he knew what he needed to do next.
Tonight Tegoshi was already in his sleepwear, a warm white long-sleeved shirt decorated with neon green skulls and crossbones including matching pants. Spread across the sofa he enjoyed the quiet of the night in front of his turned off TV and a closed book on his lap, waiting for sleep to eventually catch up with him.
Apparently higher powers didn't want the young sales man to get his rest just yet. The blonde didn't hesitate long before opening the front door after someone had rang the bell twice.
"Yamashita!" Tegoshi shouted dead angry. The face he looked at wasn't what he had expected or wanted to see.
At all.
"Yuya.." The older man croaked hoarsely and pushed the door open. Yamapi freely walked into Tegoshi's apartment and knocked over anything that stood in his path. The only thing the blonde could do was get out of his way . He stammeringly shouted, told him to leave.
"Stop running away from me." Yamapi repeatedly, desperately, called after him and chased him through his own apartment. "I am sick of this game. I really am Yuya!"
The older man didn't bother much about Tegoshi's objections and ignored the younger man's whimpering completely until he had him shoved into the right hand corner of his kitchen, trapped between his hot body and the cold white wall. "S-stop it." Tegoshi continued to whimper and kick and wiggle as much as he could, but the raven-haired man held tightly on to his hands, pressed them over his head with much force and squeezed his pelvis against the blonde's in order to keep him still.
Tegoshi gasped and struggled, sweat built on the surface of his forehead yet Yamapi did not the slightest consider to let go of him. Instead he pressed his obviously aroused body against him all the more, continuously rubbing his hot groin against Tegoshi's, forcing the blonde to gasp and groan loudly and as it soon was obvious, in desperation. He felt his own body react more than he wished for, and lost his mind when Yamapi leaned in closer until they were eye to eye.
"I want you." Yamapi gasped. “back.” His arousal brushed against Tegoshi's. "I need you." He breathed hotly. “back.” he added with a lust filled cry. His hot wet tongue poked out, pressed against Tegoshi's burning cheek and slowly dragged along his skin.
It tingled as he moved up and down, slowly and effectively.
"I know you want me too." Yamapi spoke slowly and with much passion that made the younger realize just how much he had missed the other's sultry voice. “I know you need me too.”
He missed the older man’s tight grip on his wrist when he was aroused like that. Tegoshi couldn't help but think that this was simply the hottest thing.
The raven-haired pecked the blonde's lips twice. Quickly and wet.
"I'll let you have me again, Baby." Yamapi moaned hoarsely. Twisting Tegoshi's arms over his head he kissed him deeply, pulling his lower lip with his teeth and biting down on the soft flesh before parting.
Tegoshi felt dizzy, utterly hot, dazed and confused. His mind spun and his legs shivered. He couldn't deny his desire and need for the other man much longer. They had been apart for so long and it felt like ages since they touched; he missed it, wanted it, needed it. Yamapi kissed his skin, licked his neck and nibbled on his collar bone. The young sales man soon just wanted to give in and be loved again.
“Come on Yuya.” The older man breathed hotly against his skin. “You want this. You need me.”
With every touch of Yamapi's clothed erection against his he was one step closer to going insane. Yamapi's talented, hot and slick tongue back to literally fucking his face. Kissing and licking him passionately with slow long strokes; every move drugged his senses with overflowing desire and longing.
“You’re right, you’re absolutely right.” Tegoshi moaned and gasped and tried to control his hunger for the older man and his amazing body. Yamapi closed his lips around the blonde’s collarbone and sucked hard.
“I need you.” Tegoshi croaked hoarsely. His hands tight around the raven haired man’s shoulders, squeezing, his fingers shamelessly dug into his skin. He could feel Yamapi grin against his skin in appreciation. Making hot suckling noises Yamapi then sunk his teeth into the smooth skin of the younger man’s shoulder, which made Tegoshi lose himself with a deep growl. “I want you. I want you to,..” Tegoshi moaned, his knees were already weak and his spine began to tingle when Yamapi came eye to eye with the blonde, his hands curled around his slim body and pressed their hot groins together. “..fuck me.” Tegoshi breathed heavily and gasped when the older man picked him up and turned them around to throw him onto the large sofa.
Yamapi crawled after him and literally worshipped his body as he kissed and licked along every perfect inch of Tegoshi’s skin whilst ripping his clothes off of him as fast as his hands would. Tegoshi uttered with moans and groans and squirmed lust filled underneath the older man, his trembling hands busy with Yamapi’s shirt and belt.
Tegoshi launched himself onto Yamapi, butt naked and hard as a rock. His hands were all over the raven haired man, his lips kissing and teasing his nipples with hard licks and rough bites. He murmured as he had his ass cheeks squeezed firmly by strong hot hands, the rough pushes were to blame that his pre-cum leaking erection continuously rubbed against the older man’s legs, but neither were to complain. Tegoshi was set on fire by the friction and Yamapi became even turned on more by the wet, squirmy feeling of the blonde’s cock rubbing along his skin. With one hand on Tegoshi’s ass he pumped his throbbing length fiercely with the other as the blonde abused his nipples with his hungry mouth and teeth.
The soft sofa cushions engulfed Yamapi’s knees when he moved aback, he let out a deep and lusty cry when Tegoshi straddled him completely and mostly effective. “Ready!” the blonde moaned and crushed there lips together in a hasty and open mouthed kiss, licking and suckling on each other’s tongues and lips.
Tegoshi sank down onto his dick with ease, sighing deeply. Relived that his longing and desire soon will be satisfied. Yamapi gasped at the tightness, the friction, the pleasure waving through his body and setting it on fire. “Oh god, how I missed this.” Yamapi muttered, “You.” he shut his eyes and his mouth attacked the blonde’s jaw, kissing and nibbling eagerly. Tegoshi could only gasp and groan, his eyes shut tight and finger digging into the older man’s shoulders. Within a few desperate strokes Tegoshi’s thighs were soaked from his lover’s juices and his entire body shuddered when Yamapi took on speed and force, pushing him nearly over the edge right then.
Yamapi was too good, too fast and simply too hot and almost too much to take.
Tegoshi grunted and looked like he was in pain but Yamapi would not have noticed even if he had looked at him, he was dazed and drugged on lust and could only move faster and rougher with each and every stroke. His tongue dragged along Tegoshi’s cheek, along and around his ear. The blonde buried his face into his lover’s shoulder, his hands dropped into his lap and fondled his tingling balls. Yamapi’s hips pumped up as he drove into the younger faster and his lover’s hole ripped him greedily, squeezing his cock like a nasty old vice. He yanked Tegoshi against him, making him feel how he pumped into him with as much force as he could put up.
The blonde groaned. He knew this, this move, this feeling, this incredible feeling as hot wet come filled his trembling burning insides when Yamapi came and shot his seeds up his ass. His hot, burning stretched ass. Right there he almost collapsed, exhausted and panting as his lover emptied himself fully and shamelessly into him, but he was still going and in fucking need of release.
Tegoshi was held upright by two strong arms and kissed deeply and passionately, hot and sticky cum dripping out his trembling butt hole and ran down his tights. He struggled to breathe, struggled to focus and let himself guide backwards until his back hit the soft sofa. The blonde squirmed and moaned and saw stars when Yamapi continuously pumped into him, furiously and not the slightest pace slower. With his fingers tight around his pulsating cock he jerked himself into oblivion and soon came with a loud cry that died in a deep moan.
Slowly he seemed to regain his senses; his chest was still heaving up and down but he could feel how it slowed down with every breath he took. As the black that surrounded him faded into grey and eventually white his vision eventually became clearer. Tegoshi felt his world begin to spin again as he was suddenly shaken by his shoulders. A familiar voice made it through his ears and eventually settled in.
“Yuya! Are you ok?” it sounded twice and he forced his eyes open, wanting to see everything clear now as he started to feel a little uncomfortable as if he had passed out or something. Right now he couldn’t put together what happened, neither explain this heavy feeling on his chest, but finally he was able to make out the face before him as he felt a soft and warm hand on his cheek that slowly caressed his skin.
He sighed and smiled weakly when he looked into a pair of familiar, worried eyes. It wasn’t the face he had expected to see, remembering the past hour or so but somehow he was relieved to find Jiyong hovering over him instead.
It made sense now, it was all a very strange dream. The most intense dream he could remember so far, but still everything just remained a dream.
Next to him the young red-haired man laid curled around white bed sheets wearing nothing but blue checked boxer shorts. “Did you have another nightmare?” Jiyong asked worried and stroke Tegoshi’s cheek lovingly and in comfort.
The blonde took Jiyong’s hand in his and whispered somewhat exhausted, “Something like that.” He welcomed the younger’s other hand that gently crawled up his bare chest.
“We probably shouldn’t have had that much wine last night.” Jiyong said seriously. “I heard too much alcohol increases the chances of nightmares.”
“Really?” Jiyong’s statement made the blonde chuckle, nevertheless he kinda liked that idea. “Let’s blame the wine. Sounds really good to me Ji.” Tegoshi replied to Jiyong’s nod and reached out to caress his neck. Jiyong smiled, loving Tegoshi’s always soft and tender touch. He stroke the blonde’s jaw and lips with his thumb and slowly scooted closer, never losing the smile that indicated how happy he was to be able to spend another morning with the person he cared about the most.
“So,” Tegoshi asked as their noses touched and he felt the other’s breath against his skin, “Did you have any pleasant dreams?”
“When I’m with you, always.” Jiyong breathed against Tegoshi’s lips and without further talk the blonde carefully captured his lower lip in a sensual kiss. Jiyong used his hand to slowly pull away the sheet that covered Tegoshi’s body up to his chest. He moved his lips to the blonde’s neck and showered his flesh with countless kisses until he reached his chest. Jiyong’s fingers teasingly traced his nipples with the softest touch which made Tegoshi giggle and bite his lip. He ghosted his digits along his slightly visible ribs and around his belly button.
“You’re so sexy.” he whispered, staring into the older man’s eyes. Tegoshi grinned seductively. “You are too.” he replied in the sexiest tone, poking the redhead’s side with an inviting smile.
Exchanging more teasing, sexy looks Jiyong eventually leaped on top of the blonde and lowered his body to crush their lips together in a heated kiss. Quickly they were lost in passion and each other’s arms, groping and caressing inch for inch of the other’s body. Jiyong showered the blonde with kisses and love bites and soon found himself between the older man’s legs, passionately sucking him off.
It felt good, incredibly good and yet Tegoshi struggled to focus on the amazing feeling of his throbbing cock in Jiyong’s hot mouth. It seemed as if his mind played tricks on him and all he could think of was Yamapi. He remembered the older man’s scent, the feeling of his soft touch and how would always trace his hip bones with his thumb. Tegoshi didn’t understand; this never happened before. Jiyong would always take his mind off of Yamapi and not make him wish he’d be the one sucking on his dick instead.
Eventually and much faster than usually, Tegoshi came with a muffled cry and shot his juices down the red-head’s throat. He figured Jiyong must be slightly startled for it never happened that quick and uncontrollably ever since they first slept together. Tegoshi for sure was confused, but didn’t want to think about it and just hoped Jiyong wouldn’t say anything stupid.
Jiyong crawled over the blonde’s body to meet his eyes. He licked his lips seductively and smirked. “Woah. As delicious as always.” was all he said before once more passionately battling with Tegoshi’s lips. Tegoshi kissed him back as much and as lovingly as he could, trying to ignore the many images of his kisses with Yamapi that haunted his mind. When they broke Jiyong poked his chin with his nose, “Feeling better?” he asked with a smirk. Tegoshi reached out and ruffled the orange hair in front of his face. “Always.” he mumbled and closed his eyes sleepily. Jiyong laid his head to rest on the other’s shoulder and embraced him tightly.
“Can we stay in bed a while longer and be lazy today?” the younger asked hopefully. Tegoshi nodded, “Sure.” He replied, not caring much about today or how he would spend it. He felt drained and too lazy to bother. Maybe he could get some sleep after all. For now he just let Jiyong cuddle up against him and not think much. He’d figure out what to do about everything else later. Nevertheless he felt the unbearable guilt of thinking about Yamapi linger in his bones. Tegoshi was glad that Jiyong wasn’t able to read his mind.....
TBC
Authors talk:
Gaby: Wow another one done! *sigh*
Riina: Yes, another one and so many things happening right?
Gaby: Totally and I think those boys are getting out of control!
Riina: Yeah absolutley! what in the world........like what was that dream?
Gaby: THAT DREAM...I like that dream... *naughty smile* I like it alot!
Riina: Waha Gabbychan!!! ... Stop drooling over the papers! ^^" ~~ I like it too but what about Jiyong?
Gaby: Hum yeah but he had a nice night and day with Yu doenst that count more? Pi was only a dream, and the poor guy had the week off after just getting a kick from Yuya.
Rina: Ok OK I get, but I still don’t like it. *pouts*
Gaby: Ne there’s one thing I don’t get it... *ofers a Ji plushie
Riina: Oh Jii~~ kawaiii *hugs baby Ji* What’s wrong?
Gaby: How did you manage to go in the chapter and be with the boys all the time and I was here forever alone... *snif*
Riina: What are you talking about?
Gaby: Eh I keep writing Rina this, Rina that all the time. *gliggles at her own lame joke*
Riina: *stares....................
…....shakes head.......
…........ walks away.*
Gaby: Riina-chan I was joking! *cries* Ne everyone *sobs* thanks for coming once more and the next one is half done already so we will try to post soon! Till then! *runs after Riina*
Chapter: [14/?]
Authors: gabs_yuuya and yamap_oukoku
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Tegoshi Yuya / Yamashita Tomohisa
Tegoshi Yuya / Kwon Jiyong
Genre: AU, romance, fluff, angst, smut
Disclaimer: Don't own nothing but our words and thoughts.
Summary: Yamashita Tomohisa used to be a well-known bachelor of Tokyo’s nights and literally everyone wanted a piece of him - The only thing he really wanted tough, was to find his long missed one in a million. During their late school years Yamapi and his bestfriend since kindergarten Tegoshi Yuya were mysteriously separeted by a secret incident. Due to absolutely no traces left behind it seemed impossible to ever see the love of his life ever again, or so he thought. Until one day, just as mysteriously as he disappeared, their paths crossed once again. There only seemed to be a difficult problem to overcome, his Tegoshi Yuya isn’t the same anymore.
Can the young man keep his secrets to himself forever?
Can they have a second chance at love or is it all lost and forgotten?
[Chapter 01] [Chapter 02] [Chapter 03] [Chapter 04] [Chapter 05] [Chapter 06]
[Chapter 07] [Chapter 08] [Chapter 09] [Chapter 10] [Chapter 11] [Chapter 12] [Chapter 13]
“Oh my gosh is this really you?” The pretty girl asked again walking closer to Tegoshi’s table totally forgetting about her order, the young seller just gulped hoping that if he didn’t say anything she would just think she had mistaken him for someone else, he wasn’t that lucky. The girl walked to him and stared for a good few minutes making Tegoshi blush and get annoyed at the same time, didn’t she know it was rude to stare like that?
“Miss I think you’re mistaking me with…” Tegoshi started but she didn’t let him finish.
“Oh no I’m not!” The girl shouted while sitting across from Tegoshi “You have changed a lot Tegoshi-kun, the hair, the clothes, even your aura has changed, but no one can mistake those big puppy eyes of yours and those cute little birth marks you got, close to your lips.”
“I…” Tegoshi didn’t know what to say after such an answer and from where did she take puppy eyes? If it would have been Yamapi, he would kill the older man for describing him like that.
“Como on Tegoshi-kun! Don’t you remember me?” She asked with a playful shocked expression “It’s me Rina! Your best friend’s little sister, well not so little anymore but well I can’t have changed this much!”
“You changed a lot actually…” Tegoshi mumbled without thinking and wanted to punch himself for even replying.
“Aha! So you do remember me!” Rina shouted in victory and smiling widely, what the odds it was really Tegoshi-kun after all.
“Yeah…guess so..” Tegoshi says not really looking up maybe if he didn’t talk much she would just leave thinking he was being rude.
“Oh my gosh, how many years had passed since I saw you the last time?! Four or five I bet, but look how funny life is ~! I came looking for my brother and end up finding his long missing best friend!” She says almost sounding like saying it all to herself than actually to Tegoshi, Rina was lost in her own excitement, but she couldn’t help it, seeing him was the last thing she thought could happen when coming to bug her brother a bit during his work.
“Yeah funny…” Tegoshi murmured while opening and closing his phone, and just seconds ago he was happy thinking no Yamashita would bug him today, but no God wanted to play with him, since he had to find another member of the Yamashita family at his usual coffee shop.
He looked up from his phone and watched as Rina talked to the one of the employers to bring her order to the table and get another cup of whatever Tegoshi was having before. “Great now she wants to chat over a cup of coffee” Getting on his nerves totally ran in the family, he thought annoyed.
“Talking about it did you know my brother works here? Did you see him? Oh my Pi would go crazy if he saw you!” Rina keeps talking too excited to pay attention to Tegoshi being totally not interested in her questions.
“No I didn’t know…” Tegoshi lied when she keeps starting and smiling to him waiting for an answer.
“No? Really? I need to call him and tell him to come; he really will be thrilled to see you!” Rina says already grabbing her phone but Tegoshi stops her grabbing her wrist.
“No don’t do that, damn it!” Tegoshi shouts while releasing her arm. “Ok… ok I lied I know your brother works here and I saw him before happy? Oh G!”
“No I’m not. Mou you’re as annoying as my brother…” Rina says pouting and glaring at Tegoshi who just decided to turn and ignore her.
“Excuse me miss, your order…” Came a shy voice of a short girl in the green uniform, she didn’t feel like intruding in what she thought was a couple fight.
“Oh right sorry, the cake and frappuccino is mine.” Rina says with a sweet smile to the girl which smiled back shyly. “And the coffee is for that grumpy old man over there.”
“Hey I’m not grumpy or old!” Tegoshi shouted annoyed when the girl leave them alone with their orders, really how could she call him like that? Why did he even leave the bed this morning? He could be fucking Jiyong right now but no he had come to work and be stupid enough get his coffee.
“Yes you’re both, you didn’t stop glaring and doing those annoyed expressions to me since I got here, could you please act like you’re happy to see me?”
“I would if I was happy to see you, which I’m not.” Tegoshi says not carrying how rude he was being, Yamapi did manage to ruin his morning even not being there, but he send his sister to do the job.
“ohhhh how rude! What has happen to you? You’re as bad as my brother! I liked you both better before, bet you two will fit just well being the grumpy friends now.” Rina said slightly angered getting a bite of her cake, she really didn’t get what she did to get Tegoshi to treat her like this, he used to be such a sweet kind and even play with her when her brother didn’t want to. “I don’t get it but really you’re just like my brother, got old, grumpy and really mean! No wonder he always liked you, you two are the same!”
“No we’re not alike and he doesn’t and never gave a fucking damn about me…” Tegoshi said glaring at the annoyed girl drinking a good amount of his coffee, he really needed it.
“Of course he does, why would you say such things, Tegoshi-kun?” Rina asked loosing the annoyed expression not liking the hurtful tone she could hear in the other voice.
“It’s obvious, I was just too stupid not to see.” Tegoshi mumbled and turned his face away from her. “He gave me enough reasons to believe he never liked me at all.”
“Wait Tegoshi, are we talking about the same guy here?” Rina asked shocked.
“Yes we’re talking about the same Yamashita Tomohisa, the heartless person who left me alone when I most needed him. So why don’t you just go away and leave me alone because I don’t want to talk or think about him and you’re making me do just that!” Tegoshi said with so much anger that Rina was taken back for a few seconds.
“What are you talking about? My brother would never do anything to hurt you, Tegoshi. My brother literally went insane when you disappeared like that; I never had seen my brother cry like that....”
“What?!” Tegoshi asked shocked. “You must be joking, he would never cry!”
“Of course he did, you have no idea how. But don’t tell me you two met and haven’t talked about what happened!?” Rina asked utterly shocked.
“Well,..you don’t understand…” Tegoshi started but she didn’t let him finish.
“Ok, I get it...I am sure you acted stubbornly as always and didn’t even let him explain a thing, am I right?” Rina says in an overly serious and demanding tone. “Maybe you just didn’t listen or believe what he says, right? But you will listen to me now and trust me I am telling the truth and nothing but the truth.”
“Wait! no no! you can’t…I don’t want to...” Tegoshi started but she cut him again, he was again shocked how she could change her way of acting from being the sweet little girl into a scary with like just now.
“Yes I can! Do you fucking know how hard it was for my brother when you were just gone like a bad magic trick? He never smiled again after you left Tegoshi-kun. I haven’t seen him really happy for so goddamn long. He is really miserable....You know at first he just cried a lot, asked everyone and everywhere for you. He ran around the entire city, asking for my dad to try and find you because he soon figured he wouldn’t stay a chance on his own. You were just gone with the wind. Really, what happened Tegoshi-kun?” Rina asked in the most serious way, but Tegoshi only looked away and so she continued. “You see, he went to the police day after day, talked to the school councilors, the head teacher and whatever person could be able to help but they just didn’t know you. Nobody knew you! That was just friggin scary you know...it was like you and your family never existed. We weren’t able to find out anything about your whereabouts. Nobody did. How do you think this made him feel? or me? I didn’t like to see my brother miserable like that and neither did I enjoy not seeing you again since I really liked you too you know. You always cared to play with me when nobody else would.”
Tegoshi listened to every word she said but remained silent, staring down on his coffee. He had no idea that there were no traces leading back to him whatsoever, but he wasn’t that surprised.
“Well, it doesn’t matter what I wanted but I can’t understand that you’d allow this to have happened for the sake of my dear brother. He was your best friend since kindergarten for god’s sake! I can’t remember a single night when he wouldn’t cry in his sleep, calling your name. That really broke my heart, why did you have to leave my brother Tegoshi-kun?”
“I didn’t want to leave!” Tegoshi shouted, startling Rina. “It wasn’t my decision you know. I didn’t want to leave him...” he added heavy hearted.
“I’m sorry.” Rina said gently when she noticed his hurtful expression and the obvious tears in his eyes.
“I guess you don’t want to tell me what happened..?”
“I can’t. I’m sorry.” Tegoshi said finally looking up from his hands and their eyes met. The sadness and the unshared tear she saw in those brown eyes made her feel like crying as well.
“It’s OK I understand… But I think you two really need to talk hum?” Rina said gently patting Tegoshi’s hands folded across the table.
“Maybe but I don’t think we can…” Tegoshi sighed. “It won’t change anything.”
“What do you mean? Tegoshi-kun, why are you saying such things? You really have to talk.”
Tegoshi shook his head and carefully removed his hands from under hers. “It’s not that simple.”
“No Tegoshi-kun, it is that simple. He loves you, you love him and that’s it. That’s all that counts. I really don’t know what happened and I’m very sorry to hear it wasn’t anything pleasant to you as well. But I can see it in your eyes that you care and it’s clear that you have to talk to my brother. And I mean properly. I can assure you my brother never stopped looking for you and he might be an air head sometimes but he never stopped loving you.”
Tegoshi kept his gaze out of the window as she continued to speak. He didn’t dare to make her stop because he knew she just wouldn’t give in anyways and somehow he wanted to hear more.
“When I was younger I always thought it was just a really strong friendly love between you two but now I know you were more than just friends back then right?” She stopped but when she didn’t get any answer from him she continued anyhow. “My brother loved you with all his heart Tegoshi and I know he still does. Whenever mom tried to make him meet some daughters from the other families, my brother would always say he gave away his heart to someone a long time ago and that there was no need to see anyone else because he wouldn’t be with anyone else. Ever. I always knew somehow that it was you who he meant, Tegoshi-kun.”
Tegoshi didn’t say anything but he felt that he was close to actually letting his tears fall. It really hurt to hear her story, his boyfriend’s story. He didn’t want to listen to Yamapi because he couldn’t take to hear the pain in his voice. He feared to hear things he didn’t want to hear, because he just couldn’t stop loving him no matter how hard he tried. Hearing he caused him pain was horrible, even though he figured he did all along, hearing it word by word was the worst and he always just wanted to run away from that feeling, that moment.
“Ne Tegoshi-kun please forgive me for upsetting you with this but I only want the best for you and my brother. That you are here right now seems like a wonder and I can’t just let things be after all that happened. You are someone really important to my stupid brother and for as long as you care too, please do me the favour and go talk to him.”
“Maybe…” Tegoshi said without much thought as he was absolutely lost inside his own mind right now, Rina noticed and decided to get up and leave the other to deal with his thoughts.
“I’m leaving now Tegoshi-kun, please give him a chance. I guess most people would have given up and simply stopped looking and caring after all these years. But not my brother, he never stopped looking or caring about you.” She said as she got up watching the older man with his head low, holding the empty cup of coffee with so much strength that soon it could rip apart. “I have faith in you Tegoshi-kun.”
Then she walked away from the table thinking those two really needed to talk and figure things out somehow she was sure, but first she needed to have a little talk with her brother herself.
Yamapi kept skipping through channel after channel for half an hour already, it was his first day off in two weeks or longer but he didn’t feel happy about it at all.
“I can’t see Yuya today…” Yamapi sighed loudly throwing the control over his leather couch and letting his head fall back against the soft surface. He couldn’t help but remember their last encounter the day before, Tegoshi suddenly started to cry, then stormed out of the shop and when Yamapi had tried to stop him he kicked the older man before disappearing in the busy street.
“It hurt you know?” Yamapi complained to an imaginary Tegoshi while caressing his sore shin, where Tegoshi’s knee had hit him pretty hard. Yamapi didn’t know what to think, what made the other push him away every time he tried to come closer? Did he really hate him or was he scared of Yamapi? But what had he done to gain those reactions from the younger man?
“FUCK!” Yamapi shouted overly frustrated, because no matter how many times he had been asking himself the same questions, he never would get a fucking answers. How could he if Tegoshi never said anything to him, even when they started talking something would get the other mad and he would fight with Yamapi or just run away again.
“Why did you change this much love?” Yamapi asked not caring he sounded crazy talking to himself like this. “Before we were so close, we always wanted to be together, every single second of the day and now you don’t even want to see my face anymore not to mention want me around…” Yamapi sighed once more before closing his tearful eyes.
[FLASHBACK]
“Yuya!” Yamapi called while walking around the garden behind the house, they had arrived at his family’s vacation house in Okinawa barely one hour ago and after helping with unloading the large family van, Tegoshi had disappeared outside. Yamapi wanted to follow him, but his mom asked to help with more groceries in the kitchen. Now that he was finally free it was like he couldn’t find his boyfriend, like he suddenly disappeared. Yamapi didn’t like that, at all. “Yuya, where are you?” he continued to shout through the bushes.
Their house was just by the ocean with a private entry to the beach, the perfect summer get away. Yamapi walked a bit further down a small hill of sand towards the ocean, zigzagged between the trees when he finally spotted Tegoshi sitting under the shadow of a palm tree close to the sea shore writing in his notebook. Yamapi smiled sweetly taking in the beautiful image as the wind gently caressed Tegoshi’s long brown hair, making his bangs slightly fall over his eyes; Yamapi kept being overwhelmed in how much Tegoshi had changed over the last years.
He remembered the younger boy with his messy hair running around with a soccer ball, not caring about anything else but soccer especially not clothes. He now had become this beautiful young man that Yamapi could call his.
Tegoshi’s hair was longer now almost down to his shoulders, he became slightly taller but was still shorter than Yamapi. His face became so pretty and perfect that Tegoshi would always complain to him how pervert old men would try to hit on him while walking in the streets. Yamapi would just laugh and say it was his own fault for being too pretty, just to see Tegoshi pout and sulk in annoyance. Because he wasn’t a girl to be called pretty. He would always try to hit Yamapi when he pinched his cheeks and called him cute, but the older boy wouldn’t let him and just embrace him tightly kissing him all over his face until Tegoshi was a giggling mess in his arms.
“There you are...” Yamapi said as he walked to his boyfriend, who gave him the sweetest smile ever when he looked up to him.
“Hey Pi, you took long to come out...” Tegoshi said softly as he closed his small pink notebook and placed it beside him in the sand. He stretched his legs and patted over them slightly; an alluring invitation that Yamapi wasn't going to decline. He lowered him down, sat close to Tegoshi and let his body fall back until his head rested over the younger’s lap.
“What were you writing?” Yamapi asked while looking up, meeting his boyfriend’s gaze.
“Just some lines that came to my mind, nothing special...” Tegoshi said with a sweet smile while caressing his boyfriend black hair, it was as long as his own right now, he loved how good it looked on him. His boyfriend was the most handsome guy around for sure.
Yamapi had actually changed quite a lot. Tegoshi loved all the muscles his lover had build along the years, yet he was still slim and perfect and not a huge and buff guy like the ones he could see around the city coming out of the GYM. Yamapi’s strong chest could be called Tegoshi’s new addiction, he couldn't get enough of caressing them or just letting his finger slide over them for hours, hearing Yamapi’s low murmurs of delight against his hear as they cuddled in bed.
“Hum... when will you finally sing your songs to me sweetie?” Yamapi asked while nuzzling his boyfriend’s tummy making him giggle a little.
“Pi you know I can’t sing and my lyrics aren’t really that nice... I just write to take them off of my mind, it’s too embarrassing to show you...” Yamapi could see Tegoshi’s cheeks become reddish as he tried to look away from his gaze.
“Don’t lie to me Yu-chan, I know you can sing. I heard you in the shower before!”
“That doesn’t count. You can’t call that singing!”
“Well what about that time when you sang to me in my sleep.” Yamapi said with a naughty grin.
“No way, you didn’t hear that! Did you?!” Tegoshi asked overly shocked and finally looked down to his boyfriend.
“As a matter of fact I did...” Yamapi chuckled at his boyfriend’s totally red face. “And it was the most beautiful thing I ever heard.”
“Mou Pi you’re so mean, why didn’t you say anything?” Tegoshi asked with a slightly hurtful expression and closed his eyes. He turned his face away, because he couldn’t stand his boyfriend’s eyes on him.
He always had been sure of his feelings but felt very insecure about his words, that he didn’t dare to let Yamapi hear any of it until the day he thought he’d be ready. Back then, he remembered, he watched his boyfriend’s sleeping face, well at least he thought he was sleeping, as he caressed his soft hair gently.
As always he listened to his boyfriend’s low and contented breathing and waited for his own sleep to settle in, but instead of drifting off into dreamland he suddenly found himself singing. He didn’t think about it nor did he worry that the words which left his lips made any sense at all, he just sang. Not in a professional way of course; his words were more like low murmurs through which he let his feelings convey and his love come out. But knowing Yamapi was listening to him all along didn’t feel very good and gave him a somewhat heavy heart. He surely loved Yamapi, but he wasn't ready to actually show him his songs. They weren’t real songs anyways, but he just wasn’t confident enough to share his feelings in black on white.
“Yu my love, please look at me.” Yamapi’s low voice made Tegoshi open his eyes slowly. When he turned to face his boyfriend he found the other’s face close to his staring right at him. “Baby you don’t need to be embarrassed. It’s me and I love you and everything you do.” Yamapi said and lifted his hand to caress Tegoshi’s cheek, drying that tiny tear that escaped the younger’s closed eyes. “I never meant to upset you. I remember that I was about to black out just before I heard your voice. It was so beautiful, your voice was so incredibly perfect that it nearly moved me to tears. I didn’t have the heart to turn because I was afraid you would stop, and I didn’t want you to stop. I never heard you sing so beautifully before Yuya, and I felt so much love right there that I wanted to savour and treasure that moment forever.”
“Honestly? You won’t make fun of me?” Tegoshi said with a shy smile. “I never thought you would feel like that Pi...” He seriously never expected this kind of reaction, he thought Yamapi would make fun of him for singing like a weirdo and being a silly romantic that he knew he thought he was.
“I know I made fun of you being so romantic before, but that was before I knew how it is to be in love. Before I knew I loved you.” Yamapi said like he had read the younger thoughts while still caressing Tegoshi’s cheek. “But now that I do, I understand and I can’t help but being romantic myself, because I want to show you my love in as many ways as possible.” The older boy added, leaned in and pressed a chaste kiss against the younger’s cheek. “I hope some day you will show me what you wrote, because I want to know how you feel. I want to know everything about you.”
“You already know everything about me, Pi.” Tegoshi said with a sweet smile moving forward to press his forehead against Yamapi’s.
“Not really love, I don’t know all the teams’ names you play in yet.” Yamapi said with a low laugh, nuzzling Tegoshi’s cheek.
“Yeah you really don’t, such a shame Pi, you’re my boyfriend or what?” Tegoshi asked chuckling as well.
“I’m your boyfriend, but not your coach sweetie.” Yamapi said while pulling his lover in a sweet embrace, letting Tegoshi’s head rest against his shoulder.
“I know, but you would be a really hot coach.” Tegoshi giggles against the older boy chest. “And I would have to do anything you wanted me to, right coach?”
“What’s this love? Do you have a kink for role play?” Yamapi asked breaking their embrace to see his boyfriend’s expression.
“Hum... maybe?” Tegoshi said while biting his lip waiting for Yamapi’s reaction. He watched as his boyfriend’s face turned to blank to a naughty grin, just before he moved forward and captured his lips fully. Letting their lips slide against each other in sloppy movements, before Yamapi bite Tegoshi’s lower lip, pulling at it slightly making the younger let out a loud gasp, which was the chance he needed to clash their tongues in a delicious heated dance.
“We’re totally doing some role playing next time...” Yamapi breathed against Tegoshi’s lips when they broke apart.
“I would like that ... coach.” Tegoshi giggled before Yamapi got him in another heated kiss.
“Maybe we should be more careful Pi...” Tegoshi started while Yamapi was changing their places, being the one resting against the palm tree and having Tegoshi sit in between his legs, resting his back against his chest.
“About what love?” Yamapi asked while placing a gentle kiss over Tegoshi’s hair, loving the strawberry scent of his boyfriend’s shampoo.
“Your family is here Pi, they could walk on us anytime...” Tegoshi said but never the less snuggled closer to his boyfriend while he hugged him by his waits, the younger lazily playing with his fingers.
“Don’t worry sweetie, they ain’t bothered about us. They wont come out anytime soon, mom will be making Rina busy in the kitchen, and dad must be reading a book somewhere in the house or working out.” Yamapi said while resting his chin over Tegoshi’s shoulder and placing a sloppy kiss over his neck “We’re safe for now. We have the entire backyard and beach to ourselves.”
“Guess you are right...” Tegoshi mumbled turning his face and bringing his hand up to pull Yamapi by his neck to kiss him once more.
“What do you want to do while we’re here? You had never come to Okinawa right?” Yamapi whispered before kissing Tegoshi’s cheek.
“Yeah I didn’t the time my class had made the trip here I was sick remember?” Tegoshi said while letting this head fall back over Yamapi’s shoulder once more.
“Actually I don’t remember it was at the same time as the trip to Okinawa, but I remember Doctor Pi had to take care of a really grumpy Yuya...” Yamapi said grinning against Tegoshi’s neck which was now fully exposed to his lips, not that he minded.
“Don’t call me grumpy, Pi!” Tegoshi pouted cutely while folding his arms childlike making Yamapi chuckle against his neck. “And you were a perverted doctor! You only wanted to keep touching me all the time and getting me naked.”
“I was measuring your fever sweetie, and you had to take off the wet clothes or it would have turned out even worse...”
“Right, each ten minutes?” Tegoshi asked hitting Yamapi with his elbow.
“Ok ok ... I did took a little advantage of the situation to touch you more and see more of your lovely naked flesh.” Yamapi grinned, “You really can’t blame me for liking your body.”
“Guess I can’t, especially since I do like it when you touch me.” Tegoshi said with a sweet smile in his lips, a little blush starting to cover his cheeks.
“You like when I touch you?” Yamapi asked while letting his hands travel down Tegoshi’s belly and further down his thighs and legs.
“You know I do,... Piiii...~ ” Tegoshi purred against Yamapi’s ear, enjoying the older boy‘s touch a lot.
“Even when I do this?” Yamapi asked and before Tegoshi could even say he didn’t know what he was talking about, he started tickling the younger boy, who began whining and screaming while trying to stop the other’s fast hands.
“Pi you idiot!” Tegoshi shouted when Yamapi finally decided to stop the tickling session. “You know I can’t take tickling...”
“I know love, I’m sorry...” Yamapi said while giving Tegoshi’s cheek an apologetic kiss. “I just can’t help it, my hands go without my command...”
“Yeah sure Pi...” Tegoshi said trying to look and sound annoyed but he wasn’t for real, and Yamapi knew it, especially when he reached for the younger’s chin and he did let him pull him to sweet lip lock.
“So, you didn’t answer what do you want to do?” Yamapi asked when they broke apart.
“I don’t know Pi, you’re the one who had come here before, what can we do?”
“Hum... there is lots actually, I’ll ask mom if we can go out by ourselves tomorrow then we can explore the town and beach..” Yamapi suggested with a smile. “What do you say? I’m sure we will find some nice places.”
“Sounds lovely.” Tegoshi grinned. He was sure that doing anything with his boyfriend would turn out perfect anyways.
“OK, deal.” Yamapi ruffled the younger boy’s hair which made Tegoshi complain he’d mess up his hair. “What do you say we get a little wet for now?” The older boy said with an inviting grin. “I’m feeling pretty hot, don’t you?” Yamapi tickled the inside of Tegoshi’s thigh slightly, but enough to make the younger yelp and snap his legs. “Pii..stop tickling already!”
Yamapi laughed softly and placed his flat hand over Tegoshi’s thigh, sliding it slowly up his exposed skin until it disappeared somewhere inside the opening of the boy’s swimming trunks. “You want me to do something else with my hands, don’t you?” he said teasingly as he leaned in, bracing himself up on his other arm next to Tegoshi.
“Pi..” Tegoshi gulped and bit his lip; a light flush covered his cheeks within seconds as the older boy playfully caressed the inside of his thigh far too high for him not react to his boyfriend’s touch. Yamapi smirked. “I knew you would, naughty.” He whispered close to the boy’s ear, ghosting his lips along his boyfriend’s skin. His breath tickled slightly but mostly felt warm and comfortable, the kind of sensation Tegoshi liked as it always brought butterflies back to his stomach. He reached out and embraced Yamapi’s neck, playing with his hair as the older boy abused his neck with never ending sweet kisses.
When Yamapi withdrew his head he grinned at his boyfriend’s slightly dazed look and grabbed his hands to pull him up. “Let’s go lazy.” He called playfully and pulled Tegoshi along toward the water. “Wait...not so fast...!” The young boy shouted after him as they ran down the sea shore.
They played around in the water for a while to cool down which included some diving games, splashing each other, jumping into waves and eventually they swam out a little further around the island until they reached a beautifully peaceful little spot of rocks, sand and palm trees.
Yamapi pulled Tegoshi behind him along the sea shore as they stumbled out of the water. The younger boy shrieked when Yamapi tackled his side and forced him down onto his knees. He crawled on top of Tegoshi as he pressed the boy down into the sand, straddling him effectively. Water dripped down Yamapi’s hair and into his boyfriend’s face, making him whine and giggle at the same time. “Pii, you’re heavy.” Tegoshi complained playfully.
Yamapi smiled and bent down, holding on to the boy’s hands pressed into the hot sand. “You’ve swallowed a lot of water today sweetie, do you need some CPR by any chance?”
Tegoshi chuckled, “No not really.. but you should kiss me anyways, it’s been way too long since the last time, I might faint from a lack of your saliva.” Tegoshi smirked.
“You’re disgusting baby,” Yamapi laughed. “but don’t worry I’ll keep you healthy.” He then pressed his lips against his boyfriend’s in a long, explorative and playful kiss.
“Yummy boy you..why are you so pretty?” Yamapi rubbed his palms over Tegoshi’s arms and stared down at the younger boy, happiness radiating from his face. “I can’t believe how amazing it is to be with you.”
“Pii...come on, I’m dizzy, I think I can’t breathe … and you promised you’d keep me healthy.” Tegoshi whined playfully, poking the older boy’s chest. “Crazy,..but don’t worry I’ll keep all my promises..” Yamapi smiled and lowered his body, aiming for his boyfriend’s beautiful neck.
“I love summer, do you know why?” Yamapi breathed against Tegoshi’s lips before he kissed him again and again without giving him a chance to reply. “Because I can fool around in the sand, on top of my sexy half naked and wet boyfriend whose hands are all over my body, groping and poking like I am a chunk of meat.” The older boy smirked and looked down onto Tegoshi who laid sprawled out underneath him, sand sticking to his face, arms and literally every inch of his delicious skinny body.
“Yeah I bet you like that, my pervy old boyfriend.” Tegoshi laughed and pinched the other’s butt like twentyhundred times before.
“Yuya..!” Yamapi chuckled. “There you go again.”
The older boy poked Tegoshi’s navel before travelling his fingers up his stomach and caressed his chest. “My my my...there are a million dirty things I wanna do to you right now..” He bent down brushing his thumb over his boyfriend’s nipples. “What do you say? Are you up for some exploring or do you wanna go back?”
Even though Tegoshi was laying in the sand, Yamapi’s voice alone managed to give him weak knees and a racing heart. “What exactly do you have in mind?” Tegoshi asked, caressing his boyfriend’s legs up and down his thighs which rested at each side of his body as Yamapi was sitting on his lap. “Give me some more options so I can make up my mind.”
“Hm.. I can show you what it feels when I push you against every palm tree we come across before I make you bent over the biggest rock, rough and hard.” The older boy bent down close enough for his nose to brush against Tegoshi’s chin. “Or I can offer to take you into a cavern by the shore where I will press you against the wall and take away your every breath with my kisses until you’re left dizzy, dazed and confused and your knees turn into jelly so that you have to cling onto me as tight as you can.” Yamapi purred invitingly, kissing the younger’s skin along his jaw in between his words. “Our bodies will be so hot and close you won’t even know where yours ends and mine begins.”
Tegoshi gulped, he could hardly restrain from attacking his boyfriend. His voice was so hot he couldn’t believe how badly he was getting turned on by just his voice alone and yet he wanted to hear more.
“I can also show you what it feels like being pleasured under water, where I can touch you as much as I want, at any place i want for as long as i want without anyone seeing, hearing or caring. I will feast on your every moan and gasp and kiss your salty sea water lips until they are bruised.
Tegoshi felt already more dizzy and horny than ever just from hearing his boyfriend talk. The young boy couldn’t keep still for long and before caring about a reply, a decision, he pulled together all his energy and charged at Yamapi. Tegoshi tackled the older boy onto his back, he straddled him effectively and attacked his lips with his hungry mouth. Anything and everything Yamapi had offered, he was going to take it and wouldn’t stop before they hadn’t done it all, at any place possible.
[FLASHBACK END]
Yamapi woke up startled by his cellphone vibrating across the coffee table.
“Damn you, phone...” Yamapi cursed as he picked up his annoyingly loud phone. “What?”
“Is this how you always great people on the phone big brother?” Yamapi could hear his sister asking on the other end of the line.
“Only when the damn caller woke me from a wonderful dream!” Yamapi says annoyed. “What the fuck do you want Rina?”
“You curse way too much these days, do you know that?” Rina complained and Yamapi was sure she was pouting like she always would when she didn't like something. She had been doing that since they were kids, just like Yuya....
“Yeah I do, just say what you want already, I don’t really want to talk to you right now.” Yamapi said with a loud and frustrated sigh. “I could be sleeping you know?”
“I was right you two are the same, you’re a grumpy old man just like him.” Rina said in a tone Yamapi could actually see her shake her head.
“Like who? What are you talking about? And I’m not grumpy or old, Rina!” Yamapi shouted getting even more annoyed.
“You’re rude, and grumpy just like Tegoshi-kun.”
“What? Tegoshi was never grumpy and you should remember that.” Yamapi sighed.
“Yeah I remember he wasn’t grumpy but he’s right now. He is an annoying and sad old man.”
“Wait how could you know that?” Yamapi asked overly confused on how his sister could know that, what was totally how his Yuya was now, sadly.
“I know because I saw him today stupid!” Rina said like it was the most obvious thing ever.
“You what? WHERE?” Yamapi couldn’t believe it he took years to finally see Tegoshi again and now his sister just met him? Why he wasn't lucky like that?
“At your work actually...”
“Rina you went there again? How many times I told you to stop going there?” Yamapi said frustrated.
“Shut up Pi, if I wasn't there to look for you I wouldn’t have met Tegoshi-kun and know all the things I know now.” His sister said teasingly.
“You what???” Yamapi shouted annoyed and surprised at once. “You did you talk to him? And he did reply? Like in a normal conversation?”
“Of course we talked, have you been drinking brother? You sound really slow and stupid today.” His sister replied snappishly.
“Oh shut up!” Yamapi said in a grumpy voice. “What did he say?”
“A lot, crazy brother.” Rina chuckled. “But I won’t tell you.”
“What? Hey! Who is crazy here!?” Yamapi snapped, “Come on, why not? Tell me!”
“Sorry, there is nothing I can tell you, but he should have a lot to say... You have to find him and talk, you hear me?”
“I have already tried that, many times. He won’t listen to me...” Yamapi sighed exhausted. “I don’t know what to do anymore, maybe it’s all worthless.”
“Don’t say that! I am sure you two can work this out somehow. You can’t give up now, Pi. Listen to your heart, it won’t lie.”
“Are you sure?” Yamapi asked sounding like a lost kid, and was what he felt right now, even his sister managed to talk with Tegoshi. It looked like the entire world could talk with his lover but he couldn't without getting shouted at or kicked.
‘Of course I’m sure, you’re my awesome big brother, even though you’re an ass these days. You were my hero when I was younger and still are, just like I know you’re for Tegoshi-kun as well. You just need to believe in you Pi, and your love and I know you will reach his heart, which he keeps hidden under that angered expression.”
“Hey who are you? What did you do to that good for nothing that I call my sister?” Yamapi joked after a few minutes of silence to take in all his sister had said.
“Hey I’m trying to help here and that’s how you pay me back?” Rina shouted, but Yamapi could recognize her playful tone. “You know I’m right ne?”
“I know… Thanks, crazy.” Yamapi teased, feeling somehow better. “I’ll find a way.”
“I know you will Pi.” Rina said with so much care and trust that Yamapi could feel himself wanting to cry. “And keep me updated will you? And I want details!”
“Yeah yeah now leave me alone crazy!” Yamapi shouted playfully.
“Like I wanted to keep talking to you grumpy.” She shouted back.
“Hey I told you I’m not...” Yamapi started but was cut when Rina ended the call without any warning. “What the... Can you believe she’s my sister?” Yamapi asked to no one.
“Damn I’m talking to myself too much, I need a shower!” Yamapi said closing his phone and walking to his bathroom, somehow a smile keep coming to his lips without his consent. That call just gave him the burst of energy he needed, he knew what he needed to do next.
Tonight Tegoshi was already in his sleepwear, a warm white long-sleeved shirt decorated with neon green skulls and crossbones including matching pants. Spread across the sofa he enjoyed the quiet of the night in front of his turned off TV and a closed book on his lap, waiting for sleep to eventually catch up with him.
Apparently higher powers didn't want the young sales man to get his rest just yet. The blonde didn't hesitate long before opening the front door after someone had rang the bell twice.
"Yamashita!" Tegoshi shouted dead angry. The face he looked at wasn't what he had expected or wanted to see.
At all.
"Yuya.." The older man croaked hoarsely and pushed the door open. Yamapi freely walked into Tegoshi's apartment and knocked over anything that stood in his path. The only thing the blonde could do was get out of his way . He stammeringly shouted, told him to leave.
"Stop running away from me." Yamapi repeatedly, desperately, called after him and chased him through his own apartment. "I am sick of this game. I really am Yuya!"
The older man didn't bother much about Tegoshi's objections and ignored the younger man's whimpering completely until he had him shoved into the right hand corner of his kitchen, trapped between his hot body and the cold white wall. "S-stop it." Tegoshi continued to whimper and kick and wiggle as much as he could, but the raven-haired man held tightly on to his hands, pressed them over his head with much force and squeezed his pelvis against the blonde's in order to keep him still.
Tegoshi gasped and struggled, sweat built on the surface of his forehead yet Yamapi did not the slightest consider to let go of him. Instead he pressed his obviously aroused body against him all the more, continuously rubbing his hot groin against Tegoshi's, forcing the blonde to gasp and groan loudly and as it soon was obvious, in desperation. He felt his own body react more than he wished for, and lost his mind when Yamapi leaned in closer until they were eye to eye.
"I want you." Yamapi gasped. “back.” His arousal brushed against Tegoshi's. "I need you." He breathed hotly. “back.” he added with a lust filled cry. His hot wet tongue poked out, pressed against Tegoshi's burning cheek and slowly dragged along his skin.
It tingled as he moved up and down, slowly and effectively.
"I know you want me too." Yamapi spoke slowly and with much passion that made the younger realize just how much he had missed the other's sultry voice. “I know you need me too.”
He missed the older man’s tight grip on his wrist when he was aroused like that. Tegoshi couldn't help but think that this was simply the hottest thing.
The raven-haired pecked the blonde's lips twice. Quickly and wet.
"I'll let you have me again, Baby." Yamapi moaned hoarsely. Twisting Tegoshi's arms over his head he kissed him deeply, pulling his lower lip with his teeth and biting down on the soft flesh before parting.
Tegoshi felt dizzy, utterly hot, dazed and confused. His mind spun and his legs shivered. He couldn't deny his desire and need for the other man much longer. They had been apart for so long and it felt like ages since they touched; he missed it, wanted it, needed it. Yamapi kissed his skin, licked his neck and nibbled on his collar bone. The young sales man soon just wanted to give in and be loved again.
“Come on Yuya.” The older man breathed hotly against his skin. “You want this. You need me.”
With every touch of Yamapi's clothed erection against his he was one step closer to going insane. Yamapi's talented, hot and slick tongue back to literally fucking his face. Kissing and licking him passionately with slow long strokes; every move drugged his senses with overflowing desire and longing.
“You’re right, you’re absolutely right.” Tegoshi moaned and gasped and tried to control his hunger for the older man and his amazing body. Yamapi closed his lips around the blonde’s collarbone and sucked hard.
“I need you.” Tegoshi croaked hoarsely. His hands tight around the raven haired man’s shoulders, squeezing, his fingers shamelessly dug into his skin. He could feel Yamapi grin against his skin in appreciation. Making hot suckling noises Yamapi then sunk his teeth into the smooth skin of the younger man’s shoulder, which made Tegoshi lose himself with a deep growl. “I want you. I want you to,..” Tegoshi moaned, his knees were already weak and his spine began to tingle when Yamapi came eye to eye with the blonde, his hands curled around his slim body and pressed their hot groins together. “..fuck me.” Tegoshi breathed heavily and gasped when the older man picked him up and turned them around to throw him onto the large sofa.
Yamapi crawled after him and literally worshipped his body as he kissed and licked along every perfect inch of Tegoshi’s skin whilst ripping his clothes off of him as fast as his hands would. Tegoshi uttered with moans and groans and squirmed lust filled underneath the older man, his trembling hands busy with Yamapi’s shirt and belt.
Tegoshi launched himself onto Yamapi, butt naked and hard as a rock. His hands were all over the raven haired man, his lips kissing and teasing his nipples with hard licks and rough bites. He murmured as he had his ass cheeks squeezed firmly by strong hot hands, the rough pushes were to blame that his pre-cum leaking erection continuously rubbed against the older man’s legs, but neither were to complain. Tegoshi was set on fire by the friction and Yamapi became even turned on more by the wet, squirmy feeling of the blonde’s cock rubbing along his skin. With one hand on Tegoshi’s ass he pumped his throbbing length fiercely with the other as the blonde abused his nipples with his hungry mouth and teeth.
The soft sofa cushions engulfed Yamapi’s knees when he moved aback, he let out a deep and lusty cry when Tegoshi straddled him completely and mostly effective. “Ready!” the blonde moaned and crushed there lips together in a hasty and open mouthed kiss, licking and suckling on each other’s tongues and lips.
Tegoshi sank down onto his dick with ease, sighing deeply. Relived that his longing and desire soon will be satisfied. Yamapi gasped at the tightness, the friction, the pleasure waving through his body and setting it on fire. “Oh god, how I missed this.” Yamapi muttered, “You.” he shut his eyes and his mouth attacked the blonde’s jaw, kissing and nibbling eagerly. Tegoshi could only gasp and groan, his eyes shut tight and finger digging into the older man’s shoulders. Within a few desperate strokes Tegoshi’s thighs were soaked from his lover’s juices and his entire body shuddered when Yamapi took on speed and force, pushing him nearly over the edge right then.
Yamapi was too good, too fast and simply too hot and almost too much to take.
Tegoshi grunted and looked like he was in pain but Yamapi would not have noticed even if he had looked at him, he was dazed and drugged on lust and could only move faster and rougher with each and every stroke. His tongue dragged along Tegoshi’s cheek, along and around his ear. The blonde buried his face into his lover’s shoulder, his hands dropped into his lap and fondled his tingling balls. Yamapi’s hips pumped up as he drove into the younger faster and his lover’s hole ripped him greedily, squeezing his cock like a nasty old vice. He yanked Tegoshi against him, making him feel how he pumped into him with as much force as he could put up.
The blonde groaned. He knew this, this move, this feeling, this incredible feeling as hot wet come filled his trembling burning insides when Yamapi came and shot his seeds up his ass. His hot, burning stretched ass. Right there he almost collapsed, exhausted and panting as his lover emptied himself fully and shamelessly into him, but he was still going and in fucking need of release.
Tegoshi was held upright by two strong arms and kissed deeply and passionately, hot and sticky cum dripping out his trembling butt hole and ran down his tights. He struggled to breathe, struggled to focus and let himself guide backwards until his back hit the soft sofa. The blonde squirmed and moaned and saw stars when Yamapi continuously pumped into him, furiously and not the slightest pace slower. With his fingers tight around his pulsating cock he jerked himself into oblivion and soon came with a loud cry that died in a deep moan.
Slowly he seemed to regain his senses; his chest was still heaving up and down but he could feel how it slowed down with every breath he took. As the black that surrounded him faded into grey and eventually white his vision eventually became clearer. Tegoshi felt his world begin to spin again as he was suddenly shaken by his shoulders. A familiar voice made it through his ears and eventually settled in.
“Yuya! Are you ok?” it sounded twice and he forced his eyes open, wanting to see everything clear now as he started to feel a little uncomfortable as if he had passed out or something. Right now he couldn’t put together what happened, neither explain this heavy feeling on his chest, but finally he was able to make out the face before him as he felt a soft and warm hand on his cheek that slowly caressed his skin.
He sighed and smiled weakly when he looked into a pair of familiar, worried eyes. It wasn’t the face he had expected to see, remembering the past hour or so but somehow he was relieved to find Jiyong hovering over him instead.
It made sense now, it was all a very strange dream. The most intense dream he could remember so far, but still everything just remained a dream.
Next to him the young red-haired man laid curled around white bed sheets wearing nothing but blue checked boxer shorts. “Did you have another nightmare?” Jiyong asked worried and stroke Tegoshi’s cheek lovingly and in comfort.
The blonde took Jiyong’s hand in his and whispered somewhat exhausted, “Something like that.” He welcomed the younger’s other hand that gently crawled up his bare chest.
“We probably shouldn’t have had that much wine last night.” Jiyong said seriously. “I heard too much alcohol increases the chances of nightmares.”
“Really?” Jiyong’s statement made the blonde chuckle, nevertheless he kinda liked that idea. “Let’s blame the wine. Sounds really good to me Ji.” Tegoshi replied to Jiyong’s nod and reached out to caress his neck. Jiyong smiled, loving Tegoshi’s always soft and tender touch. He stroke the blonde’s jaw and lips with his thumb and slowly scooted closer, never losing the smile that indicated how happy he was to be able to spend another morning with the person he cared about the most.
“So,” Tegoshi asked as their noses touched and he felt the other’s breath against his skin, “Did you have any pleasant dreams?”
“When I’m with you, always.” Jiyong breathed against Tegoshi’s lips and without further talk the blonde carefully captured his lower lip in a sensual kiss. Jiyong used his hand to slowly pull away the sheet that covered Tegoshi’s body up to his chest. He moved his lips to the blonde’s neck and showered his flesh with countless kisses until he reached his chest. Jiyong’s fingers teasingly traced his nipples with the softest touch which made Tegoshi giggle and bite his lip. He ghosted his digits along his slightly visible ribs and around his belly button.
“You’re so sexy.” he whispered, staring into the older man’s eyes. Tegoshi grinned seductively. “You are too.” he replied in the sexiest tone, poking the redhead’s side with an inviting smile.
Exchanging more teasing, sexy looks Jiyong eventually leaped on top of the blonde and lowered his body to crush their lips together in a heated kiss. Quickly they were lost in passion and each other’s arms, groping and caressing inch for inch of the other’s body. Jiyong showered the blonde with kisses and love bites and soon found himself between the older man’s legs, passionately sucking him off.
It felt good, incredibly good and yet Tegoshi struggled to focus on the amazing feeling of his throbbing cock in Jiyong’s hot mouth. It seemed as if his mind played tricks on him and all he could think of was Yamapi. He remembered the older man’s scent, the feeling of his soft touch and how would always trace his hip bones with his thumb. Tegoshi didn’t understand; this never happened before. Jiyong would always take his mind off of Yamapi and not make him wish he’d be the one sucking on his dick instead.
Eventually and much faster than usually, Tegoshi came with a muffled cry and shot his juices down the red-head’s throat. He figured Jiyong must be slightly startled for it never happened that quick and uncontrollably ever since they first slept together. Tegoshi for sure was confused, but didn’t want to think about it and just hoped Jiyong wouldn’t say anything stupid.
Jiyong crawled over the blonde’s body to meet his eyes. He licked his lips seductively and smirked. “Woah. As delicious as always.” was all he said before once more passionately battling with Tegoshi’s lips. Tegoshi kissed him back as much and as lovingly as he could, trying to ignore the many images of his kisses with Yamapi that haunted his mind. When they broke Jiyong poked his chin with his nose, “Feeling better?” he asked with a smirk. Tegoshi reached out and ruffled the orange hair in front of his face. “Always.” he mumbled and closed his eyes sleepily. Jiyong laid his head to rest on the other’s shoulder and embraced him tightly.
“Can we stay in bed a while longer and be lazy today?” the younger asked hopefully. Tegoshi nodded, “Sure.” He replied, not caring much about today or how he would spend it. He felt drained and too lazy to bother. Maybe he could get some sleep after all. For now he just let Jiyong cuddle up against him and not think much. He’d figure out what to do about everything else later. Nevertheless he felt the unbearable guilt of thinking about Yamapi linger in his bones. Tegoshi was glad that Jiyong wasn’t able to read his mind.....
TBC
Authors talk:
Gaby: Wow another one done! *sigh*
Riina: Yes, another one and so many things happening right?
Gaby: Totally and I think those boys are getting out of control!
Riina: Yeah absolutley! what in the world........like what was that dream?
Gaby: THAT DREAM...I like that dream... *naughty smile* I like it alot!
Riina: Waha Gabbychan!!! ... Stop drooling over the papers! ^^" ~~ I like it too but what about Jiyong?
Gaby: Hum yeah but he had a nice night and day with Yu doenst that count more? Pi was only a dream, and the poor guy had the week off after just getting a kick from Yuya.
Rina: Ok OK I get, but I still don’t like it. *pouts*
Gaby: Ne there’s one thing I don’t get it... *ofers a Ji plushie
Riina: Oh Jii~~ kawaiii *hugs baby Ji* What’s wrong?
Gaby: How did you manage to go in the chapter and be with the boys all the time and I was here forever alone... *snif*
Riina: What are you talking about?
Gaby: Eh I keep writing Rina this, Rina that all the time. *gliggles at her own lame joke*
Riina: *stares....................
…....shakes head.......
…........ walks away.*
Gaby: Riina-chan I was joking! *cries* Ne everyone *sobs* thanks for coming once more and the next one is half done already so we will try to post soon! Till then! *runs after Riina*