Jun 13, 2009 09:11
Yay! It's Saturday at last!!
Uwaa~ At last I can breathe steadily. Though I can't really say that fully because I'm so nervous for my first class on Monday. >_< It'll be my first day of teaching in a university... OMG!! It's still UNBELIEVABLE!! *faints* Everything happened so fast that after a while, I just knew that I had to conduct classes in the university on Monday. This will be the start of my life as a "real teacher". @_@ It's somewhat scary too... >_< It might also seem unbelieveable that a teacher would be in a JE fandom! Uwaaa~ I might seem immature at times but I am serious on being a teacher because it's not a job but a profession and it's not something that you can just do with your mind but also requires your heart and dedication. (TEGOSHI!! I am also doing my best for you!! XD) Since I'm single and at the same age as Tego-chan, he'll be my number 1 inspiration on everything! Ohohoho~! <3
Though the sad news is, I had to let go of my current job. It's painful and difficult for me to leave my students, but I finally made a decision to pursue my career in teaching in the university... I might be indecisive but finally, I was able to make up my mind on what I wanted to do. I loved that company with all of my heart. I also loved my work and my co-workers wholeheartedly. I'm not so good at expressing my feelings but I hope that they were able to feel that I did my best. Some things might be ending bitterly but I want to end things with that company without any bitterness. I wanted to thank them for being so good to me. I guess I should do something for them before I go (like a video clip??) well, because I do this when somebody resigns. Such a sad task to do though... =_=
I also had my new hair cut! Yay!! I was planning to imitate a Tegoshi hair style though I was scared that I might look like a guy!! >_< Tego-chan has a face of a boy and a girl, but in my case, I look more of a boy(!)? I'm a straight girl!! I just sometimes see my face like a guy's... @_@ Hwaaaahh~! I might be crazy, or maybe I just lack sleep for more than a week(!)? *dies* I look like a drug addict already... #_#
At last! I'll be able to grab those LE's of NEWS today! Yatta~~~!! Can't wait!! I want to go to the ToyCon already but MegaMall opens at 10 AM! and it's still 9:30 AM here! LOL Anyway, I am very excited!! Though I still have to go to the dentist to adjust my braces... >_<
That's all for my bluffs for today! Too egocentric as usual, a typical post from me... =_= Gomen ne!
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