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Ahhhhhh, the folk festival was SO much fun! Rit and I had a huge argument last night so I spent most of the day by myself. Learned a lot of new music. Everyone danced. Got wicked sunburn on my nose and cheeks from being in the sun all day. Met a few girls, who were all so beautiful. Ani was great and she put out such great energy. I definitely want to come back next year.
I mean, I've had a really great time, that is, besides that fight I had with Rit. We were walking to Chinatown for dinner and it turned into a really bad section. I mean, it wasn't his fault because we were just fallowing the map, but it was really bad...I've never been that scared in my life. I told him I wanted to turn around when I saw it coming, but he sort of forced me to walk through prostitutes and junkies that were all just gawking at us and coming up to us and throwing themselves at us. When we got there I told him how upset I was and that I just wanted to go home but he shrugged it off and we walked through the Chinese market. So on the way back he took me up a few extra blocks up and said it should be fine but it wasn't. It was almost worse but he made me walk anyways, even though I begged him to get into a cab. It was the first I've ever felt that someone I trust and has put me in danger. I couldn't understand why he'd put me in such a bad situation. I kept telling him how scared I was. He had no idea where we were going but he refused to get on a bus or get a cab even though I was about in tears. He tried to tell me it was some life lession or something. But I just lost touch. Then we fought about everything....everything that ment so much to me...and it was bad. We had to walk 3 extra miles because of it.
Things have been weird between us after that, but I'm trying not to let that affect the vacation. Canada is really awesome.
I mean, I've had a really great time, that is, besides that fight I had with Rit. We were walking to Chinatown for dinner and it turned into a really bad section. I mean, it wasn't his fault because we were just fallowing the map, but it was really bad...I've never been that scared in my life. I told him I wanted to turn around when I saw it coming, but he sort of forced me to walk through prostitutes and junkies that were all just gawking at us and coming up to us and throwing themselves at us. When we got there I told him how upset I was and that I just wanted to go home but he shrugged it off and we walked through the Chinese market. So on the way back he took me up a few extra blocks up and said it should be fine but it wasn't. It was almost worse but he made me walk anyways, even though I begged him to get into a cab. It was the first I've ever felt that someone I trust and has put me in danger. I couldn't understand why he'd put me in such a bad situation. I kept telling him how scared I was. He had no idea where we were going but he refused to get on a bus or get a cab even though I was about in tears. He tried to tell me it was some life lession or something. But I just lost touch. Then we fought about everything....everything that ment so much to me...and it was bad. We had to walk 3 extra miles because of it.
Things have been weird between us after that, but I'm trying not to let that affect the vacation. Canada is really awesome.