Hai-Ay-Tis

Apr 29, 2007 01:11

Been a while, I guess.

Not even sure how long this return will be, but fuck it, am only a slave to myself not to prayer or dogma or repetitive tasks (well, okay maybe a little).
Typing feels weird.

So, a little uttered prayer. I'm all conflicted today, feel real stupid, but smart enough to have made my own bed. It's a little shallow, a little unkept and not all that warm but it's right for me, for the time being.
God, get me through this without losing my feeble little brain.
Make my eyes sharp enough to tell between reality and delusion. Bolt me together when the seams start to split. Amen.

And here's a little dogma. Cowboy up next time life hands you an opportunity that makes you feel like you're less than a man; there's something manly about keeping it together in the face of the absolute loss of dignity.
I fucking well hope.

And for the repetitive tasks, well I'm here, arn't I?

To any folks who're reading this, hope you're well. Saw a great movie the other day; I'll tell you all about it over a drink sometime.
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