Jul 20, 2007 01:01
You heard right, the mad monkey is being crushed. My good friend Andi seems to only want to pas me off to a friend of hers because she probably doesn't like me enough to date me. She could have at least told me that, rather than using stupid hints.
I dunno, maybe she prefers my friends to me, maybe I am just some pawn that is caught under her thumb. It is late and I have no clue what to think. I guess I will meether friend and slowly leave her life alone. If she doesn't want me, then I should just go. Instead I want to hang on, and have her give me a friggin chance, but it seems even that is impossible.
She says she isn't ready for a relationship, but she wants to go fool around with everyone but me. She likes DJ, she likes my brother, she likes some guy named dustin and is ready to have all kinds of fun with them, but for som reason I am left out of the equation. I bet I know why that is, and it is not because I am unclean.
I am just a friggin worthless sack of skin. Hope you are worth more than me, because if you aren't, you are 6 feet in the ground.
life is crap,
join mine.