May 30, 2005 19:09
My trip to Bangkok was fun! It was good on the whole cos napa was there. Not for the shopping, not for the food (well the last dinner there was worth the whole trip actually... wish I had 4 stomaches to fill all that food in!) not for the wonderful massage. Thank you napa for letting us stay at your place for free, eat for free (your mom paid for our grocery, your dad paid for our massage... Wohoo!!) Be ready to expect us over again next month yah?? Haha!! May bring tyler there too. =P
Siong has decided to go Dubai earlier then expected. He'll most likely to be there on 12th June, that's 2 weeks time! I'm still be going there somewhere in Oct. Don't really know whether I'll be lonely after he leaves...I mean I'll still be going out and stuffs but I guess it won't be the same without my hubby around. Sigh! Luckily he will be back for tyler's birthday in late july-early august before going off to dubai again.
Going overseas to work has been our dream for the longest time. But bringing a baby there is not going to be easy. Who will take care of him? Can we put him in Day Care? Is he too young for Day Care? Are we engaging a nanny or maid? WIll the maid/nanny be capable or trustworthy to take care of tyler? Can I work flexible hours? Is our allowances enough for all these costs? All these questions are ringing in my mind and there was a time when me and siong even quarrel bou not bringing tyler there. I wanted him to be with me no matter what but siong's priority is that tyler must be safe so he was thinking of putting him in spore with my in-laws. I understand his point of view but it would totally break my heart if I were to leave him here to go dubai. Anyway we'll see how.
Tyler can come down from the bed now! He manages to teach himself to lower himself using his legs first, backwards. Seeing him so cautious and so clever makes me smile. I'm weaning him off breastfeeding now. It'll take time cos he's so used to nursing at night. I think I'll miss nursing him.