it's all the same everywhere and i just gotta radically accept: it will be like this forever.
walking home through the "nicer" part of oakland, the streets are still completely empty at dusk. only tweakers harassing me near the bart station, i quicken my pace and crack my knuckles.
meanwhile, the gulf is being filled with grease and sludge, more every day. i see a smashed kitten in the street. my boss hugs me and i flinch.
and if that fucking pig walks tomorrow i just might riot too.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Great_Pacific_Garbage_Patch the homeless men are gathered beneath the freeway overpass escaping the heat reading books in the grass and peeling pomelos in discarded overstuffed_and_bursting armchairs.
love(or is it the loneliness?) is suffocating.