May 03, 2005 23:21
my life has hit a new rock bottom...
I asked permission to give my opinion.
Alone i may stand for the rest
of my life.
for it is alone that my fights are
my fights.
and it is alone that i can only
bruise myself.
instead of others...
it is my fault for world hunger.
my fault for disease.
my fault for Hitler.
for splinters.
for tornadoes
floods
earthquakes
bombs
bullets
blood
death...
it is my fault for a single
tear drop on your eye.
i dont want to be a part of anything.
but i dont want to be apart from anything.
you are my solution.
my anti pollution.
you are what cleaned me up.
then released me into a new world.
... a world with you.
you are what i cherish.
what i kiss.
what i hold.
and im what you loathe.
what gets you pissed.
what you scold.
i am the anti- christ.
and you are going out with him.
i guess its good that your
personality is a wall that will
never fall. because the devil
asks you for something to help him.
then pulls you down to where its hot, and everyday
you wake up to a scream.
i dont know what
i did to earn you.
and i dont know what
you did to deserve me.
the beauty and the hack.
thats what it is to me.
and for you, i think you
should ask for your money back.
forget about me.
its too late.
im walking on broken legs.
and im losing you.
im going to purgatory.
where i may stand for
the rest of my life.
because with you there
is no room for two.