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I stayed up until 3 last night while lizzy finished a paper. I was sitting next to her on my laptop, it almost felt llike I was student again. Except I was talking to frenchie, typing emails. I did read part of an article. So I guess it was very much similar to my paper writing on college, more distractions than work. I am a little tired now. Woke up to what sounding like someone sawing bodies around 9. Now I have to feed myself and get ready for another day of standing and thinking. I wonder what my coworkers who seem to have minimal thoughts experience in their head all day. There was one point yesturday when I started trying to calculate differential equations in my head, and got really depressed when I realized I couldn't remember how to. I am scared I am going to turn into one of those people with a 40 hour a week job who goes to bed at 9. The job is fine though, I am making the best of it. I just keep thinking about the benefits, and it is all worth it. I had dream about the dorms last night, and this really annoying guy from the dnc was there. That awful job took 2 weeks from my life, and a whole lot of memory space. Wouldnt it be nice if you could clear your mental hard drive? I guess thats what drugs are for.
Okay, I must iron now and put on make up to go to work like the adult that I am.
Okay, I must iron now and put on make up to go to work like the adult that I am.