i feel really strange
i feel like it's not the week before spring break.
i have an odd desire to spread my love and friendship to everyone i come across because i don't want them to feel unloved (not a bad sign, just not who i usually am). i feel like i actually want to be a freshman again. no, not like everyone else who wants to be a freshman with the knowledge they have now so that they can do things differently. i want to be the same clueless freshman for whom the world was unsure and uncertain and frightening.
though perhaps i just feel that way right now, and because i'm not a freshman i feel like it's unjustified and i wish my class year matched how i felt.