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so i've packed everything up, only to discover that i'm a lot more packed and a lot less tired than i originally thought. and i've also realized that, after china, i really don't need most of this stuff. it's convenient, and it makes me happy of course, but i don't really NEED most of it. like, you technically can do laundry without a laundry basket (and some people even without detergent *cough*) or dryer sheets or hangers really. not that i'd suggest it, but it's certainly not impossible. so guess what? instead of packing or sleeping, you get the night-before-school entry! for the, what is it now, fifth time likely?
except this time i don't know what to say. i feel that this year holds a lot of promise. i should be more worried - MCATs, starting research, figuring out what research to start, next summer (can i still do cold spring harbor? please?), actually shopping more than one class, chinese (potentially) for advanced learners - but i'm not. no, i am, but there is nothing i want to do about it, if that makes sense. i'm halfway through with college, and it's time i do some things i'll remember when everything else fades.
i think i'm ready.
except this time i don't know what to say. i feel that this year holds a lot of promise. i should be more worried - MCATs, starting research, figuring out what research to start, next summer (can i still do cold spring harbor? please?), actually shopping more than one class, chinese (potentially) for advanced learners - but i'm not. no, i am, but there is nothing i want to do about it, if that makes sense. i'm halfway through with college, and it's time i do some things i'll remember when everything else fades.
i think i'm ready.