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aaahhh summer drives me crazy. too much time to not know what to do! i want to sit around and do nothing, but then it feels like i'm in some kind of time vortex and creepy like i'm not going anywhere. and i hate that feeling. but studying seems... like i do too much of that already during the school year (even though i bought the mcat books doesn't mean i have to read them) and like there's too much out there that i want to know. and sitting around thinking gets me either poked by someone to go read organic chemistry to help the timbo or ends me up on my bed reading something for fun. either way my head is put in a world removed from myself. and on top of it all, i'm supposed to be keeping up my chinese. which is kind of doing one of those exponential dives at the moment...
well. at least i got my visa... now nearly nothing should stop me from getting to china. i don't think it's quite hit me that i'm going to beijing this summer... nor do i really understand what i'm doing going there. but i guess that will be figured out when it needs to be too.
p.s. i spent some time flipping through the course book for last year, idly circling all the classes i want/need to take before i graduate. i'm halfway done with college, but really i still have 2 years, 4 semesters... and there are currently more than that number of circles in my blue book! darn you college.
well. at least i got my visa... now nearly nothing should stop me from getting to china. i don't think it's quite hit me that i'm going to beijing this summer... nor do i really understand what i'm doing going there. but i guess that will be figured out when it needs to be too.
p.s. i spent some time flipping through the course book for last year, idly circling all the classes i want/need to take before i graduate. i'm halfway done with college, but really i still have 2 years, 4 semesters... and there are currently more than that number of circles in my blue book! darn you college.