Aug 09, 2005 18:12
Hello kids, I haven't updated in forever! Since last christmas, actually. Man, a lot has changed since then. Not about me, I'm still my same old self. Life is really going great right now... and I can see it staying that way for a while.
Since my last post, many things have changed for the better. I was in a real rut at the end of 04, and I was in need of a change.
A big pain in the ass was my job at carter's. Being a supervisor was cool having so much authority, but it also sucked having the authority. I was getting in trouble for things I wasn't supposed to be assigned to anyway and making jack shit for it. So, I left in March.
Another change was from my boyfriend of back then. We had a lot of fun in the beginning, but as time went on he started to lose interest in me. I knew he was from the way we spent time together. Time with his friends was his free time, time with me was his obligation. It's fine though, I was never his type to begin with, you live and learn!
Since then, I've gotten a new job and a new boyfriend! I work at nugget market now as a courtesy clerk... aka bagger. But they don't call us baggers, because we do A LOT more than just bagging. I have my ups and downs there though too... but not as bad as carter's. Sometimes I get stuck working with people I really don't get along with, and it sucks because you have to work with them side-by-side. But it is a really great company to work for. Just today I got asked to start training in the bakery because the kitchen manager saw a cake I decorated and really liked it. So, it's a cool place to work.
I've been with Michael since the beginning of march. I met him about 3 weeks after getting dumped, so I was very slow to warm. I didn't let him get close to me for a very long time. I just didn't trust him, I guess I was scared of getting my heart broken again. After I let my guard down, he finally got to see the real me. It wasn't long before we started getting very close, and saying "I love you" and meaning it. Now, we are pretty much two peas in a pod. When he's not around, I feel like I'm missing my other half. We have very similar personalities, which makes it a lot easier for us to be ourselves. We both love to be romantic and do nice things for each other. We're also both go-getters and like to be the best at things. Even though I don't have the ring on my finger yet, we are planning on getting married. It just makes sense to us, because we want all the same things in the future. And I don't care if people think I should go out and have fun and see the world... what am I supposed to do? Tell Michael to come back in 5 years??? I don't think so. I got lucky and found him early, so it's bound to happen. Not too soon though, we're not thinking about the date yet. Right now he's going the police academy, and I'm finishing up my last units to become a preschool teacher. We'll both be done in December, so things are moving quick!
Anyway, that's my update. I could go into more detail, but I don't have that much time! See ya around, kids.
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