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*Sigh*
I feel very unappreciated, right now. I've helped, and any time I give a sarcastic remark or refuse due to some sort of personal concern, I get snapped at.
Such as right now, when Grandma was asking me to do something, and I was trying to fix a problem with my laptop that only existed because my brother was using it (and for things unrelated to his work). But I'm all negative and the bad person here, because I didn't give my laptop on a fucking silver platter to David, and not complain, and do everything.
I'm working here, and I've asked for very little this trip, and I'm getting none of it. And I offered to come back on Monday night to help, but fuck that.
I'm tempted to get to the train station and go home (Stony Brook) tonight, unannounced, and damn the consequences. Really tempted. If I tell them, I'm suddenly appreciated.
I feel used, they use everyone. Further details to come in friendlocked entry.
And I'm really pissed.
Really really pissed.
I feel very unappreciated, right now. I've helped, and any time I give a sarcastic remark or refuse due to some sort of personal concern, I get snapped at.
Such as right now, when Grandma was asking me to do something, and I was trying to fix a problem with my laptop that only existed because my brother was using it (and for things unrelated to his work). But I'm all negative and the bad person here, because I didn't give my laptop on a fucking silver platter to David, and not complain, and do everything.
I'm working here, and I've asked for very little this trip, and I'm getting none of it. And I offered to come back on Monday night to help, but fuck that.
I'm tempted to get to the train station and go home (Stony Brook) tonight, unannounced, and damn the consequences. Really tempted. If I tell them, I'm suddenly appreciated.
I feel used, they use everyone. Further details to come in friendlocked entry.
And I'm really pissed.
Really really pissed.