Oof
This week has been QUITE the week. Highs, Low, yea. Noah needs his eyes checked on top of having so much difficulty breathing. My poor kiddo! This coming weekend Mike and Wes are going to be going to his mom's house, it always feels so empty here when they are gone. Just me and the cat alone with my thoughts isn't exactly the ideal way for me to spend my time. I have church stuff to do and that will be a great diversion. Yes I am still going to that church. It helps center me even if I don't agree with them on some things as long as I am honest about it. Belief in something greater than myself is huge for me.
My Grandfather on my dad's side had strokes (several and they keep happening) this last week. Kinda scary. That's every grandparent I have that's had them now. At 30 it means I am old enough to realize if all 4 grandparents have trouble with something there's pretty good odds I will too. In any case it kinda made the 6 month mark for Gramp's death lots more hard than I thought it would be!
Lots going on but nothing at the same time. School is School lots of pressure on me and its starting to feel kinda like a pressure cooker. I suppose it's that time of year. *deep breath* I have my practical applications classes this semester and they are both easier and harder than I expected. Writing with a toddler in the house is almost impossible but still needed. Things will get done just gotta press in. A bit over 4 weeks to go!
Speaking of the Toddler he's in full 2 year old age bracket mode. Tantrum when he doesn't get his way, knowing how to kiss you and doing so. Loves tickles and wants to be where the older kids are all the time!
I know to you it sounds like a boring life, to me this is an oddly made bliss
My Grandfather on my dad's side had strokes (several and they keep happening) this last week. Kinda scary. That's every grandparent I have that's had them now. At 30 it means I am old enough to realize if all 4 grandparents have trouble with something there's pretty good odds I will too. In any case it kinda made the 6 month mark for Gramp's death lots more hard than I thought it would be!
Lots going on but nothing at the same time. School is School lots of pressure on me and its starting to feel kinda like a pressure cooker. I suppose it's that time of year. *deep breath* I have my practical applications classes this semester and they are both easier and harder than I expected. Writing with a toddler in the house is almost impossible but still needed. Things will get done just gotta press in. A bit over 4 weeks to go!
Speaking of the Toddler he's in full 2 year old age bracket mode. Tantrum when he doesn't get his way, knowing how to kiss you and doing so. Loves tickles and wants to be where the older kids are all the time!
I know to you it sounds like a boring life, to me this is an oddly made bliss