should be
this should be a happy journal. im due for one. i should go on abot how people i was only half befriending have completely done so. how my money situation fixed itself. and how derek is back. but of course it isnt.
having not talked to katie in a week should be a good thing. i should be happy her endless childish drama is out of my life. how her perpetuating negativity and self destruction reflected back on me is now all gone. but of course it isnt.
my low weight and high self confidence should be making me jump for joy. but my calorie counts are dangerously low and jumping is hard. plus im dehdrated because my laxative addiction is stronger than ever because i hate being bloated. so of course it isnt.
having not talked to katie in a week should be a good thing. i should be happy her endless childish drama is out of my life. how her perpetuating negativity and self destruction reflected back on me is now all gone. but of course it isnt.
my low weight and high self confidence should be making me jump for joy. but my calorie counts are dangerously low and jumping is hard. plus im dehdrated because my laxative addiction is stronger than ever because i hate being bloated. so of course it isnt.