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hey so.... alyxs party was yesterday and it was fun just to be with friends but it could have been alot FUNNER anywho as i was saying it would have been funner with more guys that just kale. hes a cool kid but lets just say things were weird. um and we pretty much did nothing. we watched a movie and sat there and listened to the weird noises that kale and megans phones made. then kale left and we talked for like 45 min and went to bed, woke up and left. yeah thats pretty much the just of it.
i was really happy to see alyx and liz. liz seems so happy now and i know exactly why. this is so cute. if only he like payed attention to you, called you, noticed you....god what is he a loser. um you just seem to glow now...its cute. and alyx you seemed happy to have every one all around and having fun. your a cutie too dont worrie. um liz i find it extremly cute that you like want to hang out and stuff but im not exactly sure when ill get a chance. obvisiouly icant this weekend and next i cant im spending it with my dear grandma i think, and next next im gonna have to go to my moms and after thta maybe. gosh i hate this whole spreding your time around. why cant i just have a normal family that i dont have to compromise between and friends wow aparently im not suppoesed to see them at all. whatever i guess its just the whole grown up teenage highschool thing. well i think its retarded. anywho not much else to say love you all....
peace....jess
I don't feel the way I've ever felt.
I know.
I'm gonna smile and not get worried.
I try but it shows.
Anyone can make what I have built.
And better now
Anyone can find the same white pills.
It takes my pain away.
[Chorus]
It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes.
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
(It takes my pain away)
Nevermind these are horrid times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me.
I never thought I'd walk away from you.
I did.
But it's a false sense of accomplishment.
Everytime time I quit
Anyone can see my every flaw.
It isn't hard.
Anyone can say they're above this all.
It takes my pain away.
[Chorus]
[Guitar Bridge]
I can't let it bother me.
[Guitar Solo]
It takes my pain away.
[Chorus]