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I'm having such a hard time right now.
So I think my boyfriend is going to break up with me. This baby is coming in 2 months and I never, ever considered the idea that we wouldn't be together to raise her.
I can't comprehend how hard this will be to take care of her knowing he doesn't love me anymore. He is adamant about the fact that we will BOTH be raising her, just not as a couple.
I don't know if I can do this. I don't know if I can do this. I need Jonas. I love Jonas. This whole time I've had the picture in my head about the two of us in our apartment that we were supposed to get this week (ha, ha) with our little one, a happy family.
How can I keep her at my mom's house? I hate this house. I can't bear to be in this house, much less move in here and raise my baby in here, while passing her off to Jonas now and then for his turn
How do you single mommies do it? How? I'm terrified.
I brought up the issue of an open adoption to Jonas, and he was SO upset. He was screaming and he started crying (I have never seen him cry in our two years together). He said never to mention adoption again. He said never to take his baby away from him. He said it's the only good thing he's ever done.
He's cheating on me, and he goes out with his friends, and he has his normal life, and I'm sitting at my mom's shitty house on the couch crying my eyes out for days and days.
What do I do?
So I think my boyfriend is going to break up with me. This baby is coming in 2 months and I never, ever considered the idea that we wouldn't be together to raise her.
I can't comprehend how hard this will be to take care of her knowing he doesn't love me anymore. He is adamant about the fact that we will BOTH be raising her, just not as a couple.
I don't know if I can do this. I don't know if I can do this. I need Jonas. I love Jonas. This whole time I've had the picture in my head about the two of us in our apartment that we were supposed to get this week (ha, ha) with our little one, a happy family.
How can I keep her at my mom's house? I hate this house. I can't bear to be in this house, much less move in here and raise my baby in here, while passing her off to Jonas now and then for his turn
How do you single mommies do it? How? I'm terrified.
I brought up the issue of an open adoption to Jonas, and he was SO upset. He was screaming and he started crying (I have never seen him cry in our two years together). He said never to mention adoption again. He said never to take his baby away from him. He said it's the only good thing he's ever done.
He's cheating on me, and he goes out with his friends, and he has his normal life, and I'm sitting at my mom's shitty house on the couch crying my eyes out for days and days.
What do I do?