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i am in so much shit.
so i went to that party saturday night after work. it was okay, i hung with judas and his crowd, and they were all cool. judas had beer, but i was driving, so i declined, and he gave me one of those "yeah, that is cool man" speeches drunk people give you when you say no to beer because you're driving.
everyone seemed older than me, but no one seemed to care. i mingled around a bit, mostly feeling awkward, but then, out of the blue, i ran into mary magdelene. we were chatting it up, and i thought i was being pretty cool, but then this DUDE walks up, and is all like "hey mary!" and starts flirting with her like i am the invisible man or something. i was feeling like the king of the losers, so i just eventually said i'd see her around and i went to go hang out with judas again.
and then i got kinda drunk. kinda really drunk. and i think i smoked pot (i am going to have to ask judas what i actually did. it is probably embarrassing). someone had to drive me home, and i threw up on the front lawn. of course my dad was up, in all his self-righteous glory and blue bath robe, and he blew a gasket. he flipped out on me for what seemed like hours, going on about how this looks on him, and how i know sunday is his busy day and he didn't have time for this, blah blah blah. at one point dad was yelling at me about how i am so irresponsible and how i blah blah blah, and i SO wanted to go "just like mom???", but that would have been too breakfast club.
so he is grounding me like i'm 12 or something. i probably shouldn't even be on the computer, or mr. high and mighty might start throwing lightning bolts or add another commandment specifically to make my life more miserable. number eleven, thou shalt not ever have fun or your dad might be a huge asshole about it.
this sucks.
so i went to that party saturday night after work. it was okay, i hung with judas and his crowd, and they were all cool. judas had beer, but i was driving, so i declined, and he gave me one of those "yeah, that is cool man" speeches drunk people give you when you say no to beer because you're driving.
everyone seemed older than me, but no one seemed to care. i mingled around a bit, mostly feeling awkward, but then, out of the blue, i ran into mary magdelene. we were chatting it up, and i thought i was being pretty cool, but then this DUDE walks up, and is all like "hey mary!" and starts flirting with her like i am the invisible man or something. i was feeling like the king of the losers, so i just eventually said i'd see her around and i went to go hang out with judas again.
and then i got kinda drunk. kinda really drunk. and i think i smoked pot (i am going to have to ask judas what i actually did. it is probably embarrassing). someone had to drive me home, and i threw up on the front lawn. of course my dad was up, in all his self-righteous glory and blue bath robe, and he blew a gasket. he flipped out on me for what seemed like hours, going on about how this looks on him, and how i know sunday is his busy day and he didn't have time for this, blah blah blah. at one point dad was yelling at me about how i am so irresponsible and how i blah blah blah, and i SO wanted to go "just like mom???", but that would have been too breakfast club.
so he is grounding me like i'm 12 or something. i probably shouldn't even be on the computer, or mr. high and mighty might start throwing lightning bolts or add another commandment specifically to make my life more miserable. number eleven, thou shalt not ever have fun or your dad might be a huge asshole about it.
this sucks.