Dec 17, 2004 04:20
yeah what a day.... that special someone made me feel really special today! Came up to my work and everything. To bad im chicken shit and cant do what i promise. I guess im afraid that i will be bad and that he will make fun of me. I know i made him upset before he left, never shoulda hit that smoke... Wasnt worth it. I gotta think before i speak sometimes and quit the dumb shit that i do.... that will put me at better standings and cause for less problems! I hope everything works out ok because i really like the time i spend with him.... i think about him all the time and i dont wanna be dumb and mess this up because of worrying too much i should just go with the flow and try to be happy for once without worrying about what might happen later. I really dont wanna mess this one up
Teenie