'Anyong' Saran & a bit about affairs.
Hmm...I guess it became a bit of a gloomy day just a few minutes ago. Saran is leaving for Korea, the day after tomorrow, but tomorrow will be the last time I see her before she goes.
But a few minutes ago Jess and I went to her house to give her the DVD that Jess put together (I HELPED!!!sorta..lol) for a summary of the past year that she's spent with us here in the US.
She cried and that(me, being the softy that I am...) made me nearly start. But I held myself together.(tomorrow I might not, though.)
We were planning on her coming back next year but now she's not so sure if she can. She wanted to graduate from CHS next year.
She has been a really great friend.
Also, on the way home from driver's ed today, my mom and I got on to the topic of affairs, and some events that clued her in that one was going on before we ever found out. (she had no idea about who it was with though. *sniffsniff*)
The question is, though, would it have been better for the THING to have happened with a stranger or like it did?
Senario 1-stranger: We, of course, wouldn't have found out the way we did, but if we did find out, it'd be harder to monitor whether or not it was still happening behind our backs.
Senario 2-the way it happened: we found out in a way that I'm pretty much scarred by. (I feel pathetic.) But who knows how much longer it would've gone on if it didntcome out suddenly, like it did. The sadness of losing a friend..and... my 'second family' has hit me hard though. Then...how things'll never be the same again.
If you look at each possibility deeply, you'd see there are things lost in both. Like one of my friend's dad..before he...killed himself...he had an affair and with someone that her mom didnt know. He wanted to take my friend and her sister away. ( I REALY HOPE YOU DONT MIND ME POSTING THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I didnt mention a name.) but it was really scary about all the similarities between what happened to my dad and hers. The problems at work especially. *****, you were my cushon when I was goin through that crap.
I might actually post another one in a minute. Bye
lovers. lol. (Oh! BTW you should go to habbo.com and make an acount and person. lol Im hooked on it. haha!)
ciao.
But a few minutes ago Jess and I went to her house to give her the DVD that Jess put together (I HELPED!!!sorta..lol) for a summary of the past year that she's spent with us here in the US.
She cried and that(me, being the softy that I am...) made me nearly start. But I held myself together.(tomorrow I might not, though.)
We were planning on her coming back next year but now she's not so sure if she can. She wanted to graduate from CHS next year.
She has been a really great friend.
Also, on the way home from driver's ed today, my mom and I got on to the topic of affairs, and some events that clued her in that one was going on before we ever found out. (she had no idea about who it was with though. *sniffsniff*)
The question is, though, would it have been better for the THING to have happened with a stranger or like it did?
Senario 1-stranger: We, of course, wouldn't have found out the way we did, but if we did find out, it'd be harder to monitor whether or not it was still happening behind our backs.
Senario 2-the way it happened: we found out in a way that I'm pretty much scarred by. (I feel pathetic.) But who knows how much longer it would've gone on if it didntcome out suddenly, like it did. The sadness of losing a friend..and... my 'second family' has hit me hard though. Then...how things'll never be the same again.
If you look at each possibility deeply, you'd see there are things lost in both. Like one of my friend's dad..before he...killed himself...he had an affair and with someone that her mom didnt know. He wanted to take my friend and her sister away. ( I REALY HOPE YOU DONT MIND ME POSTING THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I didnt mention a name.) but it was really scary about all the similarities between what happened to my dad and hers. The problems at work especially. *****, you were my cushon when I was goin through that crap.
I might actually post another one in a minute. Bye
lovers. lol. (Oh! BTW you should go to habbo.com and make an acount and person. lol Im hooked on it. haha!)
ciao.