Feb 25, 2006 23:40
it is worthless. it is simple. but i ate four dinners. worked at the ice cream factory all day. walked my favorite dog, snuffalupagus, through six inches of snow which i, myself, am too depressed to enjoy (because i realized today that i am not a happy person. by the way, is that really true?) and then hours later i wind up in my basement watching sex and the city (the best episode-- carrie's 35th birthday-- it is a classic) just where i was twenty-four hours ago, once again wishing i were back on the montpelier pool tower looking out at the tennis courts and the mountaineers' field wearing someone-elses' converse (thanks, ps) in the freezing cold, because the view from that tower in the dark is a lot better than the one here in my basement.
THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT THE PRECEEDING PARAGRAPH:
- i am too lazy to spell check it
- it doesn't make sense gramatically/logically
- that i am unsure of how to spell "gramatically"/"grammatically"
- in my head, i am appologizing to myself for bothering to type it out
note: this is not an unhappy entry, it is what i sound like on a full stomach at midnight when i am all alone and my feet are cold. although, i do like cold feet. it means they aren't sweating (ick) but they aren't so freezing that you can't feel them. plus, i am wearing my burgundy northface beaner so i have one extremeity capped off and socks would spoil the good energy flow i've got going.
also, please note: i am on vacation. february/march break. and it is glorious.
much love. chasing liberty. confounding harvard message services. jules.