being insecure is what i do best
"i hope that our few remaining friends give up on trying to save us. i hope we come up with a fail-safe plot to piss off the dumb few that forgave us. i hope the fences we mended fall down beneath their own weight. and i hope we hang on past the last exit, i hope its already too late. and i hope that the junkyard a few blocks from here someday burns down. and i hope the rising black smoke carries me far away and i never come back to this town again. in my life i hope i lie and tell everyone you were a good wife and i hope you die. i hope we both die"